Since puberty I have know that I was the wrong sex. I just didnt like how my body was changing, it just wasn't how I saw myself. I have never been interested in male things. Sports, being macho or all that kind of stuff just left me cold. I would rather be cooking or doing art. When I saw women with lovely nails I was so jealous that I couldnt have them. I hate being forced to wear male clothes. They are SO boring and rubbish. Womans clothes are so much prettier and soft. I have been experimenting for years. Since I was a kid really, but I never told anyone. I did get caught once by my mom when I was a teenager and that put me firmly in the closet! But it didn't stop me from wanting to wear womans clothes or have nice nails, though. I loved watching my ex getting dressed and made up to go out. I just wished that I could join in with her. It was very difficult in the days before the internet to buy clothes and when I was younger I was too shy to go in to a shop. Now I love things like eBay. And I am becoming more confident to go shopping in real shops. We might live in interesting times but I have never felt more at home with who I am. Love to you all Jane-Sophia xx