Hi my names michael Iv been crossdressing for about 2yrs very slowly doing more over the time. Sometimes i hate it and hate myself for it but cant help myself and othertimes i wont to do more new things or try new things.. and i dont really know what to do.. iv come out to a few trusted peaple .. havent told my mum but have majur saspitions she knows kinda or strait out but has never asked about... i worry she will hate me or disown me so im a little lost..