I started like most of us. In my mom’s drawer. Was attracted to bras, panties, dresses and shoes at an early age. Raised catholic so the guilt thing was there from the start. Athletic in high school. Always had a girlfriend. Alcohol and drugs became a part of my life. I would underdress often during that time. 2 failed marriages then sobered up. Third wife, business and kids kept me busy then retirement and my crossdressing desires came back. Now I’m back as Billie part time but looking to explore my femme side further. I’m thankful that I found CDH.