Retired and widowed just over three years ago. I now have found a wonderful sense of peace and comfort with a sense of growing femininity. I have socialised with friends fully dressed and also live entirely as a woman at home. I prefer to see myself in a traditional female role, although I realise this is an ideal type, as it reflects my personality and interests. It is a great relief and pleasure to able to be my natural self rather than a masculine misfit. I am looking forward to expressing this more freely in the future. Very much enjoying CDH and the safe fun environment it provides. Despite being a retired Librarian I love chatting!