I need to give all you girls all my deepest thanks. Thanks Laura, thanks Autumn and everyone here on CDH. I should probably going to counseling, but all of us here sharing our thoughts and feelings and fears have got me ready to go for the next step.
At the beginning of this round of CD I needed to see Sandy as a completely different person. Some of the thoughts and feelings going though my head were disgusting and almost frightening. The more I did this CD the more I started to bring Sandy into my male self. Things like before the virus In was giving my male coworkers a hug before work some days ( hugging my female coworkers might seem ‘ crossing the line’). I often cross my legs and tuck them under me in a feminine way.
In short I am bringing my feminine side into my male self and I am becoming happier with myself. The only thing I am missing now is someone I can share this side of myself in person, I need more than this sharing online.
Bless you all here, I love you all Sandy