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- February 12, 2017 at 1:26 am #44116Anonymous
I am 44 and live in the Netherlands with my beautiful wife and our kids.
As far as I can remember I have always had a fascination for women’s clothing, makeup and styles. Starting at the age of 7, I have been crossdressing on and off in secrecy. I only dressed up and never tried makeup as I was very afraid someone would notice. I have been actively trying to dismiss the urges and bury them deeply. Last december, after a period of 3 years without crossdressing I got triggered again.
The feeling came back so strong, I wanted to really to get to know the feminine me. As result I booked a crossdress photoshoot and it was a magical experience. I met Liv in real and will always remember the beautiful moment of looking into the mirror, meeting her.
Liv makes me feel complete and is part of me. I have no desire to transition, but am learning I need to be giving Liv more space in order to be balanced as a person.
In January I told my wife. She is loving and caring, yet she is having a very hard time with Liv entering her life. I am fortunate we her love for me is strong and slowly the topic can be discussed.
I am so glad Crossdresser Heaven exists as it brings me comfort and support in my emotions and the decisions I am making.
Nice to meet all of you.
Love, Liv
- February 12, 2017 at 2:36 am #44118
Nice to meet you too!
- February 12, 2017 at 10:38 am #44142Anonymous
Nice to meet you!!! I hope to get to know you more!!
Nikki
- February 12, 2017 at 11:25 am #44149
Welcome Liv and thank you for sharing your profile with us..
Leonara - February 13, 2017 at 12:12 pm #44227
Welcome to CDH, Liv. It’s really nice to meet you. Your wife sounds like a wonderful woman. Give her time; after all, it seems to have taken you 35+ years to come to terms with it yourself. I wish you both all the best as you continue your journey to meet and get to know Liv better.
- February 14, 2017 at 4:14 pm #44369Anonymous
Hi Liv and welcome to CDH.
Rachel
- February 14, 2017 at 7:58 pm #44376
Hi Liv and welcome! I’m always amazed at the similarities in many of our stories. I can relate in so many ways. We all wish you the best on your journey. It’s such a relief to finally embrace our inner woman.
Jennifer
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