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  • #743393
    Robyn Scott
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    Registered On: June 8, 2023
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    Hi,

    I’m a returning member who has been away for about a year (victim of a purge!) I’m a lifelong cross dresser (in fits and starts) who, after all these years of shame, denial, secrecy and deception has come to a crossroads in my transgender journey. The road I’ve been on has been one of moments of euphoria (the moment you finish your makeup and see a woman in the mirror, strolling through crowded marketplaces) and other moments of great self-doubt. Not entirely satisfying in the end.

    And so now I’m on a quest to accept myself fully, without doubt, without shame. It seems simple, there is undeniably a woman inside me who demands my attention and love. My hope is to give her that love.

     

    Robyn

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    • #747785
      Robyn Scott
      Duchess
      Registered On: June 8, 2023
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    • #744688
      Rozalyn Richards
      Lady
      Registered On: July 27, 2022
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      Welcome back Robyn it’s nice to meet you, this is my second time on here too the pink fog was to hard to resist,

      I’m like a lot of girls on here i felt the shame of dressing up but we have nothing to feel shame about it’s just who we are we just love to wear what is deemed women’s clothes that’s all nothing more nothing less we don’t harm anyone else,

      Hugs Rozalyn X

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    • #744001
      Savannah Vee
      Duchess
      Registered On: October 16, 2022
      Topics: 1
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      Hello Robyn. Welcome back. Always nice to see another Massachusetts girl.

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    • #743999
      Jenny Lynn
      Lady
      Registered On: May 10, 2023
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      It’s absolutely amazing how prevalent the two sides of nature is. I always thought that “I am a man”. I always knew that “I am a man, but also a sweet and kind woman”. It was so hard to reconcile the two. Now that I have..with help from this site…I am so much happier and relieved that I am not alone.

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    • #743986
      Terri Anne
      Ambassador
      Registered On: February 7, 2018
      Topics: 34
      Replies: 1582
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      Hello Robyn,

      Welcome to our CrossDresser Heaven (CDH) site. So glad you have joined us here. Feel free to explore all that our site has to offer.

      The Warmth, Compassion and Hospitality of our community members can be found throughout the site.

      Please do make use of the forums and articles or public chat room and friendships offered here on CrossDresser Heaven.

      At any Membership level, You can contact any of us via Private Message (PM).  You can find that link on each member’s Wall under their Profile picture.

      Also, you may find what you need from: The Help Center or our Ambassadors by using the links in the Top R/H Drop Down 3 bar Menu.

      Here is a good link to review the membership levels and the privledges for each. Such as Private Chat (PC), Groups, Additional Photo Allowance, etc.

      ****** https://www.crossdresserheaven.com/membership-account/membership-levels/

      Regards,

      Terri Anne, Ambassador

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      https://www.crossdresserheaven.com/chat/

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    • #743570
      Fiona Black
      Baroness - Annual
      Registered On: November 23, 2019
      Topics: 1
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      Robyn,

      Once you truly accept who you really are, your dressing life is likely to become a much more pleasant experience. It did for me.

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      • #744648
        Catherine Roberta
        Duchess
        Registered On: June 4, 2023
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        Fiona, Robyn,

        Couldn’t agree more with Fiona, once I accepted and embraced my cross dressing and I am a cross dresser, well it has been great to dress!

        Catherine

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        • #744681
          Jenny Lynn
          Lady
          Registered On: May 10, 2023
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          Just the giving in is an incredible relief. Screw the world.

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      • #743681
        Robyn Scott
        Duchess
        Registered On: June 8, 2023
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        Thank you Fiona, so sweet of you to comment. I am really trying very hard to come to full acceptance. With the help of so many of the girls here on CDH I’m feeling very confident.

        Thanks again. Robyn

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    • #743495
      Stephanie Flowers
      Ambassador
      Registered On: June 26, 2017
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      Robyn welcome back sweetie

      Stephanie 🌷

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    • #743447
      Wanda Ovahear
      Registered On: October 19, 2022
      Topics: 16
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      To paraphrase the Bard of Avon, “The course of loving your true self ne’er did run smooth” but you here, Robyn, gratz!

      Hugs & kisses,
      W.

    • #743431
      Stephanie Bass
      Hostess
      Registered On: November 30, 2019
      Topics: 30
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      Hi Robyn nice to have you home as we allways keep the light on for you .. Well girlfriend look around as not much has changed maybe a few things so rekindle old friendships and start some new ones and do us a small favor and return to your profile page and fill in more please as this is how we get to know you better.. Again happy you are home ..

      Stephanie Bass

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      • #743469
        Robyn Scott
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        Registered On: June 8, 2023
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        Thanks so much Stephanie, I’ve filled out more of my profile. Looking forward to meeting many new friends.

        Robyn

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    • #743429
      AnnaBeth Black
      Duchess
      Registered On: December 31, 2022
      Topics: 3
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      Hi Robyn and welcome back! I know too well what your going through I’ve spent my life on the same path. Good luck on your quest.

      hugs

      AnnaBeth

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      • #743470
        Robyn Scott
        Duchess
        Registered On: June 8, 2023
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        Thank you AnnaBeth! Would love to have a chat with you and compare notes. If you have a similar interest just let me know.

        Robyn

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    • #743427
      Alice Underwire
      Lady
      Registered On: September 16, 2019
      Topics: 101
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      Hi Robyn,

      Welcome back to CZdH.

      Alice

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    • #743421
      Shannon Smith
      Lady
      Registered On: April 2, 2023
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      Hi Robyn,

      Welcome from anther Massachusetts girl that is going through the same thing. Glad you are here

      Hugs Shannon

    • #743416
      Willa Rose
      Lady
      Registered On: March 27, 2023
      Topics: 1
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      Hi Robyn and welcome back to CDH. I’m glad you decided to come back and join us.

      Rose

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      • #743491
        Robyn Scott
        Duchess
        Registered On: June 8, 2023
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        Extremely happy to be back. Thank you.

        Robyn

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    • #743413
      Chrissie Smith
      Baroness
      Registered On: March 13, 2023
      Topics: 21
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      A very eloquent intro Robyn. You go girl!

      Hugs, Chrissie.

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    • #743398
      Roberta Lane
      Lady
      Registered On: May 10, 2022
      Topics: 14
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      Welcome back to CDH Robyn xx

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      • #743399
        Robyn Scott
        Duchess
        Registered On: June 8, 2023
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        Thanks Roberta!

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    • #743394
      Jenny Lynn
      Lady
      Registered On: May 10, 2023
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      Like so many of us. Welcome and accept who you are. No shame, guilt or purging allowed girl!😘

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      • #743400
        Robyn Scott
        Duchess
        Registered On: June 8, 2023
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        You are so right Jenny. I have missed this forum SO much.

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        • #743404
          Jenny Lynn
          Lady
          Registered On: May 10, 2023
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          I’ve been through all the guilt, purging (thousands of dollars) and now no more. Since my divorce, I’m free to be me. Not that I would recommend divorce. That is an empty hole in my heart. Good luck on your journey being you.

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