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Hey there ladies. I’m Sam. I’m sure I’m not alone when saying my journey has ups and downs. I feel that I’m on more of an up at this point. And that’s why I came back to the community. It feels good to be back, everyone here is so great. I’m feeling that sharing, listening and surrounding myself with the right people is something I am ready for now. Sam is a part of who I am, she is not going away. Not only is she not going anywhere, she is evolving and growing in her own right. As am I. The stigma, fear and shame of my secret has been overwhelming at times. I’m just over it. I want to express myself. At the same time I’m not going to tell everyone and say take it or leave it. Mostly because Sam is like a dual spirit. I have no plans to transition or live my life as Sam. I’m very happy as my straight male self. Being Sam is amazing, I just want to feel that a little more often without so much anxiety. And hopefully share that with a few people close to me. That’s why I’m back here, I have a goal in mind. This community is full of so much support and inspiration for girls trying to find their way. Every journey is their own. That was part of my problem, trying to put myself into some box to make it easier to explain. Only made it harder. I’m finding it easier to progress the more I think about this as something to embrace rather than shame. If the world can accept all the shades of the LGBT community, why not me? I was also looking in all the wrong places. So many groups end up being just about sex. I’m straight, I don’t want to hookup and I definitely don’t want to see your D. My own fault, play stupid games win stupid prizes. Ugh. It’s in the past. With that being said, I’m here to listen, learn and love Sam for who she is.
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