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Registered On: April 25, 2019Topics: 25Replies: 268Has thanked: 645 timesBeen thanked: 1617 timesSo, dressed up in what might be my new favorite outfit, smelling lovely, came into the office, and it looks like I’m the only one here. Oh well.
My thought, though, for this forum is how important is “being seen” to the cross dressing experience? We spend a lot of time talking about or wishing we could go out en femme, some of us are able to and some not. How important is going out? I’m curious about everyone’s thoughts and wondering what (and why) going out adds to the experience. For me, dressing up at home is very different from venturing out. Venturing out when no one sees is different than interacting with others. Why is this?
One thing I do want to be clear about, you don’t HAVE to go out. I know there are some ladies here who like to dress up, but don’t feel the need to venture out. That’s ok and I don’t want to ever convey the impression that not going out lessens you in anyway.
Thoughts?
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- Registered On: January 9, 2021Topics: 25Replies: 325Has thanked: 983 timesBeen thanked: 1995 times
I’ve only been out a few times in the public and I feel torn about my need to do it moving forward. First off it’s exhilarating, no doubt and I did feel proud off myself for having the guts to do it but I can’t say I loved it. I felt immediately emotionally vulnerable, every time I heard someone laugh I assumed I was the reason. I know most of this is in my own insecure head and I’m hoping it subsides the more I do it. Being out among other dressers in safe locales is something I love to do, but getting dressed to go shopping by myself isn’t something I have enjoyed so far and I don’t know that I’ll ever have the nerve to walk around the mall like many others do. Thanks Sarah, this is a great topic.
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- Registered On: November 1, 2021Topics: 40Replies: 814Has thanked: 16906 timesBeen thanked: 4901 times
Hi girls,
I am like Emily, I was driven out of the closet and the home. I am seen 24/7 every day and have been for over a year now. Even now that it seems like a daily routine that’s part of my life as a legal female, there is still the thrill of being seen. I work at the main reception desk of a government building. I am seen and interact with everyone who comes in the door. I also take the bus to and from work, and to get around the city where I live.
Do you want to be seen? Can’t wait for the next thrill? Ride the bus! You are closely scrutinized by every other rider as soon as you step onto the bus and look for a seat. All eyes are on you girls, so you want to make sure they appreciate what they’re viewing! 🙂
Big hugs,
Ms. Lauren M
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- Registered On: November 15, 2019Topics: 5Replies: 635Has thanked: 44 timesBeen thanked: 2133 times
I love (need) to be validated and acknowledged. And yet, I dress in my girl things for my own personal satisfaction. I go into the office several times a week in girl clothes (haven’t been passable since my 30s), so everyone know about my fashion choices. We got a new boss and I was worried how she would react, if the situation would change at all. I planned to be in traditional male clothes only she showed up a day early! During staff introductions she looked me over and said: “Happy to meet you, that is a cute skirt for you.” Aren’t life’s little surprises wonderful?
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- Registered On: March 23, 2016Topics: 101Replies: 414Has thanked: 857 timesBeen thanked: 2176 times
I love this topic Sarah!!! Reviewing this last month of activity as just a sample, in 30 days:
- Dress up session at home: 20 days (15-20 min each time, 1-2 times a day)
- Dressed up and went out: 1 day (2 hours)
- Dressed up and stood in backyard: 1 day (10 min)
- Wore flats while shopping in male mode: 1 day (1 hour)
- Didn’t dress up at all: 7 days
- Crossdresser thoughts: EVERYDAY
Most of the time, my desire to dress is to just look in the mirror, pose, see the beautiful hidden side of me, and to think, what if. I don’t need to be seen those times.
I do leave some of my things out so my wife sees them. Sadly, I don’t know why I need or want to remind her of this part of me she married unknowingly. One lame reason is our constant housekeeping war – she’s messy, I’m not, and since I have to deal with her clothes thrown everywhere, she can deal with my feminine clothes and shoes visible and organized.
Every so often, I do feel a need to express and validate that I’m a real crossdresser by being seen by real people, interacting with them, and mostly confirming that people (strangers) are cordial and couldn’t be bothered about my lifestyle. Its risky, I feel that, but I’m getting more confident each time I go out. This part is the evidence of the struggle to just be me all the time, whatever I feel, whenever.
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- Registered On: January 7, 2017Topics: 119Replies: 1309Has thanked: 912 timesBeen thanked: 3878 times
most times I like being seen (in the manner I dress) because I want people to see how good I feel, and look to be honest! I like to be “put together” and mix and match well. I feel like I do a good job of that, and I was always like that even when in drab.
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- Registered On: September 24, 2021Topics: 27Replies: 316Has thanked: 2138 timesBeen thanked: 1931 times
I have been out dressed a few times where I interact with others while traveling, very exciting.Have been camping alot hanging out at the camp in obvious lady wear and have been seen a few times from a distance (usually working on my tan lines). Dress alot at home and underdress often in public. The times out have been so exhilarating its hard to explain. But the dream is to be able to just go out about and be me
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- Registered On: August 14, 2021Topics: 4Replies: 1985Has thanked: 3909 timesBeen thanked: 6647 times
I have only been out twice and while it was a bit scary, I loved it. I hope to do it again soon. I went into a mall and walked around, while I didn’t talk with any one (still working on my female voice) I did get a few smiles from some of the people.
To me being seen as female is a validation and is part of the reason I submit photos on CDH. While I would love to try out the sexy look in public I am satisfied with just being a regular girl when I go out.
Hugs, Liara
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- Registered On: April 25, 2019Topics: 25Replies: 268Has thanked: 645 timesBeen thanked: 1617 times
I like how you loved the scariness. It’s been interesting for me to explore the connection between feer and excitement. Sometimes I think they’re the same emotion, made different by the way we choose to embrace them and act in relation to them.
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- Registered On: April 22, 2023Topics: 14Replies: 794Has thanked: 2778 timesBeen thanked: 1860 times
For those of you who don’t go out en femme, have you at least underdressed in public?
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- Registered On: December 9, 2019Topics: 0Replies: 451Has thanked: 6477 timesBeen thanked: 1244 times
Always! Always panties, often a bra no forms, ladies jeans and shirt, clip on small earrings. Never had a look or comment over five years. Nobody cares. Best, Marlene.
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Definitely underdress in public. Love wearing a bra and panties or a thong under a shirt and jeans.
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- Registered On: April 22, 2023Topics: 14Replies: 794Has thanked: 2778 timesBeen thanked: 1860 times
“How important is going out?”
To me, going out relates to being accepted by others. Because I am still experimenting with how much I dare to wear, I find myself watching other people to see if they noticed me or not. I don’t think that is just for my ego, but I am probably saying, “look at me” too. It’s more did I pull it off right when looking at their reactions.
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When I first began going out dressed, I was very nervous about being around people and being seen. But on of my lifelong fantasies and dreams was to be fully femme, looking very pretty and sexy, turning heads and getting admiring looks.
So, basically what I did was little by little, pushing through the fear, getting closer to people, then walking among them, going into stores and shopping and turning heads and getting admiring looks and compliments.
It’s scary to be seen and noticed but it’s also an incredible thrill and feeling.
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- Registered On: February 5, 2023Topics: 6Replies: 180Has thanked: 336 timesBeen thanked: 796 times
For me, being seen in public without recognition affirms the femininity that I feel I possess. When I cross paths with someone and there is no strange look, I feel like a million bucks.
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- Registered On: October 19, 2022Topics: 16Replies: 918Has thanked: 1758 timesBeen thanked: 2894 times
Funny, I was at coffee today and there was a sister fully dressed in a Capri outfit, wig, and makeup. She definitely wanted to be noticed and made a point of attracting attention by moving to the music coming over the coffee shop’s sound system.
My only item of visible clothing that wasn’t “male adjacent” enough to pass was my anklet set. So that’s me. If they figure it out, fine.
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- Registered On: August 6, 2022Topics: 2Replies: 187Has thanked: 1046 timesBeen thanked: 1188 times
When I first began to crossdress actively, I thought that i would be satisfied with making it a personal experience – in the privacy of my home only. Nope. As time went on I became more driven to take my newfound persona into the community at large. My wife was against it at first, but she gradually warmed to the idea, and I did – with increased frequency. I had no negative reactions, in fact no reactions at all besides surprising a cashier by using my male voice, so my confidence was raised. I wore clothing that i felt would be “blending in – with style” and again, no negative reactions to date. At keystone I twice had the opportunity to go into the community wearing a skirt, and it was exhilarating. I was among friends of course in a controlled situation but it has whetted my appetite to do so now in my own area. I obviously want to be seen, but yet not seen as unusual in any way. The bar keeps raising, but I find the experience so exhilarating. We’ll see what happens next!
Kris
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- Registered On: August 24, 2019Topics: 45Replies: 1743Has thanked: 2183 timesBeen thanked: 9184 times
My closet was a lonely, dark, crazy place. Gender dysphoria drove me out. Out of the closet and out of the house. The first few times felt so empty. Not a soul anywhere. I needed face time with people. I joined CDH and made some friends. We socialized a bunch. The dots started to connect. This is how I was meant to live my life.
Going out. Being seen. Interacting. That’s important to me….I have to live my life. There are no right or wrong answers. We each have to do what’s best for us. That said, those scary first steps will be some of the most rewarding you will take. I’ve never met a girl that regretted going out….and expect I never will.
Personally, I like to look at the bigger picture. I’m just another person out doing her business. Trying to keep all her spinning plates in the air. Just like anyone else. I do it for myself and I do it for the trans community. It makes a difference.
/EA
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- Registered On: November 23, 2019Topics: 1Replies: 787Has thanked: 648 timesBeen thanked: 3466 times
Sarah,
The first 7 or 8 times I when out in public dressed, I didn’t want anyone looking at me. Soon afterwards, it stopped bothering me and I actually enjoyed the attention. I felt it was validation that what I was doing with my clothes, makeup, mannerisms …etc was working. It gave me a confidence boost which made me more comfortable when out which increased my confidence and on and on. I so enjoyed being out & about that it led to the point today where I live virtually all of my life in public dressed en femme.
Fiona
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- Registered On: December 9, 2019Topics: 0Replies: 451Has thanked: 6477 timesBeen thanked: 1244 times
Because of my height and broad shoulders I have not a hope of passing out doors in public. So I have settled for outdoor wear clothes from the ladies side of the store. Jeans, coat if needed, shorts, shirt, sneakers, socks (alliteration there!) and underwear of panties, cami, and bra with no forms, and no wig or makeup. I’m happy with that, and my very supportive wife. Occasionally Marlene will visit the house and sit and have a cocoa or refreshing drink and Marlene and wife chat away. Wife says she so enjoys Marlene’s visits and wishes she would come more often. Best, Marlene.
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- Registered On: August 1, 2020Topics: 11Replies: 1765Has thanked: 6148 timesBeen thanked: 8092 times
Naturally there are those who are really happy to dress at home and have no inclination to go out as being happy is the main thing.
As for those of us that want to go out as a matter of progression, the going out and being seen are two components. I found that I had to go out which in itself was not a big deal having the confidence to do it then the second component kicks in, being seen. That is by someone who knows and reactions from anyone I passed. I knew I was acceptable but the fear was being outed dented the confidence. In the event it never happened and leaving the house and going out became a regular thing and I am always seen.
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- Registered On: August 23, 2015Topics: 3Replies: 360Has thanked: 12843 timesBeen thanked: 1581 times
I too,love going out fully dressed,whether its casual,jeans and a top or dressy,in a dress or skirt and blouse and heels.Most people are too busy with their own lives to notice me as Michelle.If they do notice me and something is said,it has led to a few interesting,friendly and informative conversations.
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Hi Sarah
As someone who has recently been out (twice in 2 days!) after a lifetime of dressing alone indoors I have to say I found it pretty exhilarating! Or at least at first I did. After a while, and when I realised no-one would throw rocks at me, I just settled down and was me. I almost forgot I was dressed.
At one point on the Saturday night I had to walk back to my car, fully dressed and made up, to get something. The sound of my heels clicking on the pavement as I walked (yes I could walk in them by then!) was just amazing.
I can’t wait to do it again, but as I am in the closet to my wife and friends can really only do it when she goes away.
But – let joy be unconfined – I found out today she is going down to our daughters for a week in June! Huzzah! A whole week….
Much love
Helen xx
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The going out part is something I take in small bites. Small, easy to conceal, bites….Not so much for the thrill, but just to let this part of me be less concerning…I’ve only been here a few days, but have tried to look for a Massachusetts group, but haven’t found one. I’ve found a New England group, but haven’t chatted with anyone as of yet. Haven’t seen anyone in it when I am, come to think of it….I’ll keep looking….Oh, so the point was to maybe be out and about a bit more dressed. I do wear Women’s Lee Rider jeans when I go out. I haven’t seen any adverse reaction from anyone when I do…And of course the bra and panties under…sometimes a bit of mascara, rouge, and a pale pink lipstick…..Nothing too extraordinary…
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- Registered On: November 21, 2022Topics: 32Replies: 250Has thanked: 113 timesBeen thanked: 1397 times
I enjoy going out dressed. Most people are busy doing their thing and pretty much ignore me. So I can usually get away with it. And it is a rush to be out in public walking in a skirt and heels.
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- Registered On: May 11, 2020Topics: 12Replies: 999Has thanked: 1081 timesBeen thanked: 4640 times
I personally agree.
I’ve always wondered why CDing had to include the “going out” component. Is going out necessary ? I’d be a hypocrite if I said I never did. I do admit going out has a thrill rush that I do enjoy, as if you’re doing something socially taboo.
More often than not, I don’t go out most times. When I introduced Wendy to my wife, she stipulated that going out dressed was not an option. Most times I follow that stipulation, as I don’t want to push my wife and this dressing boundary any further.
Currently I’m happier than a pig in mud being able to dress openly in the house, and I really can’t ask for anything more.
Besides, I don’t really pass that well as my drab features are too prominent, even with makeup so it would be better to not chance being made in public.
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- Registered On: January 2, 2023Topics: 0Replies: 370Has thanked: 581 timesBeen thanked: 1302 times
Wendy, Move over in the sty darlin. I’ve been out, loved it but am more exited to see myself in the mirror and be where I can change anytime to whatever I have in the wardrobe.
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- Registered On: April 25, 2019Topics: 25Replies: 268Has thanked: 645 timesBeen thanked: 1617 times
Thanks Wendy, I like this post. It’s an important reminder that going out isn’t necessary to enjoy dressing up. This is part of what I wanted to explore in this discussion.
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- Registered On: May 25, 2017Topics: 13Replies: 540Has thanked: 2037 timesBeen thanked: 1119 times
Personally, I love going out. Shopping or just out for a walk. It took years to build my confidence. It is exhilarating, especially when I can interact with other people like the cashier at our local grocery store. I feel complete. Just my thoughts.
Lanna
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