I knew when I was very young. Adoring the girls ,my sister and her girlfriends and wanting to be with them. They seemed to have more fun. I thought that I had grown out of that while in high school and going into service after that. But I found out then that there were in fact many others with my secret thoughts of being a girl and that had actually transitioned. I then became obsessed. So many years have passed. But I know who I was meant to be.