Lifelong heterosexual CD, completely out of the closet. Earliest memory is of getting into my mother's cosmetics and wearing her high heels, maybe at four years of age. With assistance of two girls who lived across the street (one was a frequent visitor), I sometimes dressed completely as a girl, starting at age five. Wife was aware of me being a CD, when we first married. She is supportive. Served in the U.S. Navy for 22 years active duty, employed later in civilian life as an electronics engineer. Now fully retired. In my earlier years, I did about three purges but always returned to cross dressing. As my male self, I'm fairly masculine. As my female self, I have been told I am very effeminate. A clinical psychologist once told me this is very normal for CDs and is one personality expressing itself.