You are not alone that is for certain!
Reading through all the other girls responses is like reading through my own journal.
When I arrived here just over a year ago I was so deep in the closet I couldn’t see the light of day, so full of internalized transphobia I couldn’t stand myself!
Finding this great community was surely Divine Intervention/Fate and has lead me down roads I’d never dreamed and I hope it has a similar effect for you.
I can’t stress the importance of finding a GOOD therapist enough, even just a visit or two may be enough to alter the trajectory of your life.
Good luck and best wishes!
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