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      Kitty Van Curen
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      I love to feel the things I don’t get to as a man. To take part in rituals like pulling on a pair of tights for me is electric and sensual. I love applying make-up especially eye make-up. Lipstick to round it all off. It’s more vast to find clothing items to make an outfit a look. I love moments to sneak away and spend as Kitty.

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      Michelle1139
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      Just makes me feel good inside and sexy.  I felt more feminine than masculine  for a very long time.  I think I should have been female and wish I was.  I may not look the best because of my size, but it feels so good.  I do need help with makeup if anyone can recommend a specific u tube or something.  I am getting old though, I am 66. Thank You.

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      Sarah Du Hessisse
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      Pure and simply it feel’s right, I just feel calm and relaxed. I enjoy being female and nothing else matters. Love to you all.

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      Maria Pink
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      I guess why I dress is in my history and it is a part of me I have had for a very long time but never let myself explore. Like a lot of girls on here I started young. I would sneak into my moms room when I had a chance and put on her clothes and hose. I was never caught but I did come close a few times. As I grew older I always had a fem side to me even though I had a masculine exterior. I would sometimes sit in class and fantasize about what it would be like to wear women’s panties and bras.  I would see the girls wearing their new clothes and congregating in the hallways talking about their outfits and other girl talk and wanted so much to join in but I didn’t want to be that weird kid (even though they probably thought I was already lol). In my mid teens I came to the realization I was bi-sexual (another story for another time) and that just prompted me to want to dress more although I was limited in what I could do since I had little access to clothes that would fit. In high school I was a 3 sport athlete, I had a few girlfriends and I had tried to hide away my desire to dress. A few noticed I did have a fem side and loved that. I never told them of my desires to dress but we did have some conversations about their outfits. We would go shop and talk about what I thought would look great on them but of course I was thinking of what it would look like on me as well.  I married while in college and she never knew my desires. Unfortunately she was a small girl and nothing of hers fit me. After a few years we grew apart and divorced. Out on my own again I started to buy my own. I had the wig, bras, panties, some make up, and hose. I met my next wife and like a lot of other girls here I purged everything and let it go again. For many years I resisted the cry to let my inner girl out. Now a few years after this last divorce I have felt the cry again. This time it came from a girlfriend that noticed my fem side and actually came out and asked if I had every thought about being a girl. I was shocked and played it off some but eventually I confessed I had and I liked to dress. We experimented together for a while but things just didn’t work out between us but when we were together and I was dressed with her it was some of the best feelings in my life. A few years later and now I have felt the call once again but this time I plan to explore that fem side I have held back for so long. When I dress I feel more complete like that is what I have been missing in my life. Even though I have many masculine features I still want to be that pretty girl I feel inside.

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      Heather Kendall
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      I guess I never really stopped to wonder why I do what I do. In the beginning it was all about the feel of the material, so much different from the clothes I wore as a male. As I moved into my 20’s it took on a sexual component as well as my enjoyment of role playing as a female. When I reached my 40’s I discovered there was an part to my personality, Heather. Perhaps she was already there but I had never truly noticed or allowed that part of me to come out in my daily life. Now I am a more complex person but a happier one for sure.

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      Sherri Christopher
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      Natalie, I relate to your journey with crossdressing and I also started as a young boy, 4 years old. My sister had a crinoline petticoat hanging in a first floor closet and I just had to put it on. I finally did and it felt heavenly, then my sister walked in on me and gave me a total shaming! That sure sucked! It didn’t stop me from CDing though, it’s been a life-long thing for me and now that I’m retired and approaching my mid 60s (yeah Medicare!!!) and live alone, I CD whenever I want! No more shame about it either, we are who we are, embrace it!

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      Hi , i am Leslie , how is everyone . I decided to chime in here on this . Why do we cross dress ? , Why? , Does any one know ? I think not , most of us started at a very young age , seeing our mom’s in their lingerie or sisters in theirs .Some of us are just cross dressers and some are trans , meaning wishing to be a total woman . For me it started at about 2 or so , i wore my mom’s panties , she had to pin them on me , and dresses later on . I would say most of us started at a very young age , and we couldn’t stop it . First, there is nothing wrong with being a cross dresser or being trans , we are who we are and it will never change for us , the urge will always be there and will never go away . I know this , i am in my seventy’s and have dealt with this feeling for my whole life , its always with me and i love it . Yes i was born a male , yes ,  but , i have never been totally a male , i have always had fem feelings and desires my whole life and i always will .I have finally realized i am female not male and i will never change , i cannot .  I say to you , don’t fight this feeling , be at peace with your self , you know who you really are and how you feel inside , don’t you ? Some of us must be in the closet , we may be married , have children , people around us who wouldn’t understand and this is how it must be . Please understand, you are just as fem as the rest of us , but in a stealth mode , and you are loved . One day we will be able to come out , all of us , ware our pretty dresses and make up , and sweet lingerie and enjoy being , finally the real person , woman , we are and were meant to be from birth .Please my lady friends , there is no explanation for being the way we really are , none , no one can seem to come up with one , it just happens to a select few , a very lucky few . Aren’t we lucky to feel as we do ? to be sweet and girly  , aren’t we ? , i think so .Trust me , one day , this will change for us , peoples attitudes will be different and we can be . Please ladies , for now stay safe , enjoy who you are , maybe to your self , but enjoy being a lady , being her, it will make you feel so wonderful inside i promise . Your friend ,  Leslie

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        Genevïéve
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        LAGG…

        What a lovely post… Beautifully written. Thank you Sweetie…

        ‘Enjoy being a lady , being her, it will make you feel so wonderful inside i promise.’

        ‘That’ is why we dress… It makes us feel ‘Wonderful’ inside… ❤

        Gen… 💋

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      Sazza Symons
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      I’ve had a lot of time to work out why as a biological man I dress as a woman. I’ve been doing it for many decades. It’s something that never goes away. I started it at 5 years old and I’m still doing it, and enjoying it. So why not embrace it.

      All I remember was at 5 years old admiring my sister’s skirt and having an overwhelming desire to put it on. That intense feeling has stayed with me for many decades. I guess it’s a form of comfort and relaxation. But I also love the clothes. Even as a young boy I was attracted to ladies wearing middle aged clothing. Calf length pencil skirts, nice blouses, heels, etc. I’ve never been into the young woman look. It’s been middle aged women look all my crossdressing life. Haha.

      It’s now a hobby of mine, I like to think.

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      Natalie Jones
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      Hi girls!

      I’ve always felt I was predisposed to wearing women’s clothing, like it was in me from birth. I’m not at all girlie or feminine but enjoy feeling that way. I can recall from an early age maybe 4 or 5 yrs old having interest  in lingerie , be it my mothers or  neighbor who hung her panties , bras and slips on the line outside . Around 8 I discovered a box of clothes in our attic , on top was a black sheer negligee . I couldn’t resist putting it on and the feeling was indescribable. I knew nothing about sex at that age so it wasn’t that . I can remember it almost felt natural. I did realize before long that it was a “sissy” type thing to do and I fought that feeling , actually for years . In my early  teens the desire to wear panties and other lingerie items began to fade but came back roaring in my late teens, and I began to purchase my own. I knew I enjoyed it , knew I couldn’t stop (I tried) but still didn’t understand why and always kept it a secret  . Now in my 60’s I enjoy dressing up , but dont do it often enough, underdress most workdays , but still don’t know exactly why. I enjoy the pretty skirts and tops and everything that goes underneath. But I have no desire to be a women, don’t do wigs or makeup . I guess I enjoy being a guy who enjoys wearing and feeling feminine. I just think it’s always been in me

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      Bee Dee
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      So this is gonna be a long one. So when I was very young my older sister used to dress me in her (Blue and red gingham) dresses, then hit me to make me cry so that I’d cuddle her (wierd, I know). This is true and I have a snapshot memory of it happening still. A few years later she was baby-sitting me while our mother was out somewhere. She stripped off and said I could touch her wherever I wanted but mother came home just then and there was a scramble. I hid her bra and knickers behind furniture and she retrieved it later.

      My mother used do the weekly shopping trips, get her hair done on Saturday’s (the busiest day of the week) and drag me along with her. This usually took the whole of the afternoon and into the evening.  Then a bus and train or a bus ride home, depending on which city she went to shop, we’d could get home after 7pm. She used to go to M&S, a very well know British highstreet department store. She would often go into the womens department with me as well and pick out underwhere. I would feel very embarrassed but she didn’t do anything in a hurry and I sware I spent half my childhood in there with all the pretty things just standing there, trying not to stare at the mannequins, made up in suspenders and stockings, bra’s and knickers.

      Years later in my teens when “things” started to change and hair began sprouting, I was alone one morning and I don’t know why but I looked in my sisters draws and found her knickers, suspenders and stockings. I put them on and…loved it. I must have had some guilt, because that was it until my twenties, looking at porn magazines with beautiful ladies in stockings and suspenders, panties and bra’s. Well the feelings swelled up again and my sister had moved out, so I checked out my mothers lingerie…loved it. Another gap of years until I was dating my wife. I pestered her to wear lingerie but she’s just not into stockings & suspenders or any sexy lingerie. I had a need which I had to fulfill. Obsessed with panties, thinking of wearing them 24/7. So one day I made to decision to go into M&S and get some. Toughest thing I’ve ever made myself do, I’m sure the shop ladies knew about me. I’m sure they know every time I buy lingerie in a store, whichever store I go to.  That day I bought a red and black lace 3/4 A cup padded bra, combined thong/suspender set and put them on before I went home, in a pub toilet. So turned on I nearly passed out. The sheer embarrassment of it will never leave me, non will the thrill…loved it.

      I think all of those early experiences and more brought me here. I always loved lingerie on women, Having had access to my dad’s porn magazines at a very early age helped I’m sure. Lots of photos of ladies in lingerie…loved it. Still do.

      Thanks for reading, it’s all true.

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      Erin Mondale
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      Always loved getting in touch with my inner woman.Plus the female wardrobe is more comfortable to wear and stylish.Fullime now,wearing the male wardrobe was getting boring and loved my female wardrobe more ditching the male wardrobe.

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      KHeart
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      I feel a certain comfort and security with myself when I’m dressed. It’s something I’ve struggled to accept for a long long time.

       

      Growing up, I was always insecure with my appearance but I was soo scared that I had such a longing to be dressed like a girl. It was hard during my teenage years as I always just thought it was a phase and that I’d grow out of it/get bored of it, but the desire just kept getting stronger and stronger. I remember crying into the mirror once just before a purge as I had seen the pattern of my past purges. I felt that it was my duty to be a man and that it was so unfair that I couldn’t get rid of these thoughts. I knew even then that I would just end up with more female stuff and more of a need and desire to dress and act like a woman.

       

      And… I was right, but I tried to stop purging in the future, even when I felt that way as it was costing me too much and I lost a lot of my favourite clothes.

       

      When I look back at that time, I wish I had just accepted who I was earlier and realized that it is okay to feel that way and that it is a part of who I am, and that is not a bad thing. It doesn’t define me as a person, as I was scared it would do. I wasted the best part of around 15 years trying to ignore and suppress and just deflect my feelings towards dressing, and all it has bought me was anxiety and feeling clueless about myself and a low self esteem.

       

      Nowadays, I feel happy and content as me. My past self would probably cry if they could glimpse at the extent I go to doll myself up and act girly, and my makeup and daily routines… but I wouldn’t have it any other way.

       

      I feel more free and accepting of myself then at any other time in my life, and as strange as it might sound, that feeling of acceptance doesn’t just only resonate with my feminine side. I’m beginning to be at peace with the male that I was born as in turn.

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      Christina Roberts
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      Started to notice it in real depth, desire etc when going through stress and some anxiety from certain life episodes, However since young i have been fascinated with women clothes and frequent desires to wear lingerie , be soft and demure but i fought against it as society demands. I would admire how women looked so comfortable, able to change their appearance etc (especially as i am not good looking) with so much choice. With these thoughts i still married but when handling my wife’s clothes especially silk, lace, tights my thoughts over time became stronger and more desire.  This led when having stress councelling to open up about these thoughts and eventually diagnosed by therapists to have strong crossdresser/transvestite personality and character which was causing personality issues. So, one evening i relented and put on my first lingerie in peace and quite and finally experience it……  now…..i love it, feel so natural, so calm, a belonging achieved and at peace with myself. I just wished i had so much earlier.   Now, i just must avoid getting caught out by my wife which i have achieved and improved as now sleep in a different room as my wife for some time now no longer desires making love and our relationship more a marriage of convenience and friends.  Each night now i sleep dressed in lingerie….happily dreaming of feminine desires.

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      Sherri Christopher
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      I have read through some the responses and I don’t know if there are others with my trigger for cross dressing though I suspect there are others. Seven years ago my wife of 35 years and lover of 40, died suddenly. In an attempt to remain close to her I wore her nightgowns and lingerie until my daughter returned from school for the summer. I did put her nightgown over a pillow and slept in the nude holding it. Things stayed this way for about three years. Online dating was not going well so eventually to reconnect with my wife and the feel of a woman, I began wearing items I had saved and slowly added attire she once had or I wish she had had. I joined several sex sites and had a couple of meetings with other cross dressers but they felt more like encounters between two teenagers the back of a car than intimate. I’ve backed off to dressing privately, to enjoy the feel of satin, lace, and stockings, and masturbating. I have been exploring bi-sexuality and have enjoyed the company of men and women, but have avoided bringing up cross dressing. I hope to find folks who care about enjoying intimate dressing and sex vs creating a porno movie.

      Denise, my condolences to you on the loss of your wife. I lost my wife to cancer 3+ years ago and I’ve gotten so much comfort from crossdressing. It’s a private thing for me and I love wearing vintage slips (Van Raalte and Vanity Fair slips are my favorites!) and retro lingerie around my apartment and I also love wearing slips and negligees when I sleep!

      I’ve been CDing since I was a little kid, just something I’m “wired” for and now that I’m retired, I’m very comfortable with it and I have my own place and I can CD whenever I want, it’s so nice! It’s also a huge turn on for me CDing, just the way it is!

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        Denise Sway
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        Thank you and my condolences to you. It seems like we both followed the same path in trying to keep some contact with our wives. As I noted I am new to CD and right now have limited it to lingerie, stockings,and shoes, and in private. I am trying a new venture. I have purchased a dress and bra for it. I just want to see what it like. I don’t do make-up or have wigs. I am not that involved in trying to look like a woman. Like I said it is a private thing for me. I hope we can keep a chat going. I’ll add I am 68, and live in Virginia.

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          Sherri Christopher
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          Denise, when I was young and pretty :-), I belonged to a CD support group and dressed up fully en-femme, wig, makeup, the whole nine yards and it was a lot of fun going to the meetings and sometimes we went out to bars and we’d also have special events such as dinners at party houses. I was in a fashion show during one event which was so cool! Nowadays, I keep my crossdressing private and at home. I don’t do makeup and I’ve grown my hair long and wear it down. I like wearing slips and retro lingerie. I hope you enjoy wearing your new dress! I donated my dresses to Good Will as they were dated and way out of the fashions of today (shoulder pads! 🙂 ) but I just may buy some new dresses. There’s a retro polka dot dress that’s meant to be worn over a crinoline petticoat (something else I love wearing!) that I’ve been eying that would be fun to wear! The biggest thing is to have fun with crossdressing! I left my shame about it a long time ago!

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      Abby M
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      I guess part of the reason is due to being overweight for most of my life, I naturally developed breasts. I feel in part because of that, I wondered what female clothing might feel like and how it might feel emotionally. I feel like growing up in the 80s and 90s toxic masculinity was rammed down our throats with action movies, and I felt the need to express and interest in what was considered masculine. However, I could not aspire to be these things because I was not athletic. I played videogames and always chose the male characters and when I exhausted all options, basically playing the game as a completionist, I began to choose the female options. I was amazed by different options for dialogue or outfit choices, and it made these things new to me again. I feel using these virtual characters allowed me to enact a fantasy of a typically submissive societal gender role and become dominant. I feel that cross dressing is an extension of this were I am able to assert in a sense masculinity and become dominant and more confident.

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      Desiree
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      I’ve always been an effeminate male, some would call me metrosexual.  Well  I dress because it makes me feel like the person I truly am.  Am I transgendered I am not sure.  But I definitely like dressing and the way it makes me feel pretty.

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      I like women clothes

      wearing women clothes is a like a kind of sexual thing maybe a fetish or role play

      maybe hormones . some days  when ı didnt dressing , ı was angry . ıf ı dressing and femme I relax my mood more comfortable.

      sometimes  my testosteron increase but I use chastity and I take preventions xx

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      Mae
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      I think Deeann might be right. I didn’t start Dressing until a couple of years ago. Raised and lived in a macho world as was expected. I started with a fluke encounter with a pair of black Stiletto ankle boots. I have since gained a whole wardrobe and feminine persona. The feminine movements and mannerisms that I adore in GG’s is the very thing that captivates me and inspires me to Emulate.

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      Denise Sway
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      I have read through some the responses and I don’t know if there are others with my trigger for cross dressing though I suspect there are others. Seven years ago my wife of 35 years and lover of 40, died suddenly. In an attempt to remain close to her I wore her nightgowns and lingerie until my daughter returned from school for the summer. I did put her nightgown over a pillow and slept in the nude holding it. Things stayed this way for about three years. Online dating was not going well so eventually to reconnect with my wife and the feel of a woman, I began wearing items I had saved and slowly added attire she once had or I wish she had had. I joined several sex sites and had a couple of meetings with other cross dressers but they felt more like encounters between two teenagers the back of a car than intimate. I’ve backed off to dressing privately, to enjoy the feel of satin, lace, and stockings, and masturbating. I have been exploring bi-sexuality and have enjoyed the company of men and women, but have avoided bringing up cross dressing. I hope to find folks who care about enjoying intimate dressing and sex vs creating a porno movie.

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        Denise Sway
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        Thank you for reading my story. Did it strike a chord for you?

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      Michaela Cruz
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      My hook is definitely pantyhose and tights, but I also just like the fashion choices and all the other small feminine details. Girls clothing is just so much more expressive and artistic. I love transforming into my feminine self and getting dolled up in a variety of fashion and clothing. I think for me it’s a bit of an artistic outlet.

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      Michelle Last
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      In the beginning and for most of my life crossdressing has been a sexual outlet. I started out of curiosity when I was in sixth grade. My mother had shown me an Ann Landers article about a husband who dressed in drag for a Halloween party and then continued dressing up. Out of curiosity I tried on my sister’s pantyhose. Months later I began trying on my mother’s panty girdles, panties, and slips when I was home alone. The first time a slip touched my erect penis was electrifying. I began masturbating with one of my mother’s old half slips wearing only panties. ( I LOVE panties). When I got out on my own at 21 I began buying other items. Bras, basques, teddies, garter belts and stockings, etc. and I would dress up in these and masturbate then immediately undress and put everything away. At this stage of my life, (well over 50) it is still a sexual outlet, but it has also become something more. It is a thrill sexually, but it is also a thrill emotionally. And that is something that I feel compelled to explore with the help of “fellow” crossdressers.

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      Jennifer Lynn
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      Women have always had a more diverse selection of fabrics and styles. They can wear colors and prints that if men wore they would get ridiculed. But getting back to me, I have always felt more sensitive and emotional than most males. Even as a kid I would cry at movies and my friends would laugh at me. I always found myself having more girls as friends than boys. I think my wife picked up on all that and she started me on this path. Now I just feel calmer and more comfortable in my skin. I will admit I felt some sexual excitement when first dressing but that was short lived, replaced by a feeling of rightness. I knew that this was what I was meant to be.

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      DeeAnn Hopings
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      I doubt that there is a reason for crossdressing. It is likely something buried very deep within ones psyche. This is why it is so rare that people actually stop. The need/desire (for the want of a better term) simply never goes away. Any attempts at suppression are ultimately very painful and eventually the need/desire comes back strong than ever…

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        Mia Love
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        As mentioned here CD was much more of a fetish at a younger age.  It started very young.  My first ejaculation ever was while CD in my mothers lingerie at about age 11 maybe.  I can still remember it.

        For some periods of my life usually when busy I wasnt CDing at all.  But it definitely came back stronger than ever.  In my late 40s I have just decided to embrace it.

        I am married.  I do value the relationship.  We have raised a step-daughter together for a lot of years.  Most of our time and effort are put into her.  Raising her is very much a shared goal that takes 90% of our time.  My wife and I work in different cities about 2 hours away.

        CDing currently is more of a stress relief and a sense of peacefulness.  It is for sure something very deeply seated in my psyche.  I don’t think it is a choice.  It is not something that goes away.  I started very young and it has never changed.

        I live in Asia and am very attracted to ladyboys.  They are almost always very open to a CDing partner.  There are not words for how strong my attraction to ladyboys is.  In my 40s it is definitely my primary sexual desire.  There is an emotional need met that comes from a ladyboy that I can’t find any other place.  The desire is like a tsunami of fire.  I get a sense of serenity in the time I have had with some ladyboys.

        Balancing raising a step-daughter, marriage to my wife and a little bit of time with a ladyboy is a delicate balance.  My wife is Asian so she is pretty ok with the DADT mentality.

        We all do the best we can with the cards we have been dealt.  My step-daughter is super successful.  I derive a great deal of self worth from this.  My marriage like all is not easy.  I am looking for a long term relationship with the right ladyboy.  I havent found the right one yet.

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      LES TOLET
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      I CROSS DRESS CAUSE IT MAKES ME FEEL BETTER WHEN I’M DOWN BUT MOST OF ALL I LIKE THE FIT AND THE FEEL OF THE FABRI ON MY SKIN AND ALSO TO HAVE 5in HEELS ON AS WELL.

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      Ginah H
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      I love all the colors and patterns and styles of women’s clothing, the strappy tops and sandals, the materials of the clothes, I never found male clothing interesting at all, and although I greatly enjoy being a boy and will never change that, I’ll wear a sundress WAY before a suit! Not sure why I chose to try it, I think initially it was a strong fetish for me when younger, now I just prefer it, don’t think I own boy jeans or socks or undies anymore, no reason when there are far more fun styles in the women’s isle!

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      Michelle Bailey
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      I am sitting here this morning it is 6.30 am reading articles on the site ,wearing just a white bra ,forms ,white panties, pantyhose ,my rings and new earrings and I am in heaven  wish I could stay like this all day ,that is why I cross dress the feeling and love of female clothing , I wish it could be 24/7 but that will never happen  (or could it !  ) so I will enjoy what time I can cross dress   Michelle xx

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      Annette Jacobsen
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      When I was 10 or 11, I saw my friend’s mom cross the living room in a bra and girdle. I wasn’t thinking of sex at that age, she just looked so sensual I was overwhelmed. I wanted to have a bra and girdle of my own. It’s like I was imprinted! Ever since, wearing women’s clothes makes me feel feminine and I enjoy expressing my femme side. Maybe as time goes by, I might be more interested in going out in public. But right now, I like being femme.

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      Stevie Steiner
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      If think way waay back, it’s something that I just felt I should be doing.  A little kid pulling panties from the hamper and trying them on or trying on stockings when no one was home.  I loved the soft feel of women’s underwear, and they look so sexy on me.  Made me think growing up I should have been a woman.  Then I thought, no I’m hetero, what’s this?  I love girls and love dressing like one.

      Why do I crossdress?  I think of it now as normal dressing.  Nothing to cross, if you know what I mean.

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      Katie Mitchell
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      I Crossdresser because that’s when I feel most happiest.I believe I was meant to be a woman.Ive been dressing from I was 5.PAIS I believe one lady mentioned there.Although I never heard of it it explains me beautifully.Gentialia is so inadequate to be a man and I got a cat scan a few years back and it was confirmed my pituitary gland was deformed hardly grown and they said it happened when I was in the womb.I have felt my whole life a different but not knowing what.I believed I was a woman but couldn’t tell anyone.The doctors put me on male hormones injections which I resented because I wanted them to give me female hormones.They should have knew my insecurities because of the size of my gentilia.This happened my whole life.No one ever asked if that’s what I wanted but that is the reason I Crossdress it’s the closest I feel to being a woman the real me and it feels normal

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      Linda Rose Nygaard
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      I enjoy looking pretty, and I enjoy feeling pretty.  I don’t try and disguise myself as a woman, rather I present myself as a guy in a dress.  I enjoy being whistled at by women when I’m out in public.  OK, I realize that the majority of women aren’t turned on by a guy in a dress,  however I aim to please that minority of women who get vocal about being turned on by a guy in a dress.

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      Casey Amber Twitchings
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      Honestly for me wearing womens clothes feels as natural and “right” as wearing mens clothes. I used to think there was a sexual component to it but I recently realized that the way I felt the first time I wore my mermaid style dress was exactly the same way when I wear a new polo shirt and dockers that I’m excited about. In both cases I look in the mirror and think “looking good”.

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      Desiree Scrumptious
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      I like it. The feel of a bra around my chest, with my breasts pushing against the soft cups is indescribably delicious. The feel of silk panties, nylons, and a slip sends shocks of extacy with every step. The feel of a sexy dress on my body, and restricting my stride make me feel so alive I can’t describe it. When I dress up, I am woman. I am me.

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      MarinaCD90 ‘O’LongSkirt
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      Why do I crossdress?

      Well simply because i loved to feel both sexy and feminine at the same time. I also love the feeling of soft feminine fabric against my bare skin. It’s a wonderful feeling. It also helps to relax any anxiety or stress I may be experiencing at that particular moment.

       

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      Kay Anderson
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      I love all the answers here. They all seem a little familiar. For me, it is as close to becoming a female without transitioning. This is something that I wanted all my life but was constantly suppressed. Finally, fully accepting who I am and been a game changer. Seeing the world thru Kay’s eyes is completely different. I spend most of my time this way even though I am not dressed up. Issues that I had about not being able to forgive people and carrying around old hurts has changed completely. I feel that this is how my entire life should have been.

      I had crossdressed on and off thru my whole life, often ending with feelings of guilt and a purge. Those times never included the feelings of self acceptance and self love. I don’t see any purges in my life anymore.

      When I dress, even partially, or just some lipstick and nail polish, I feel grounded, happy, blissful and whole. When I am out in nature I feel that it brings my feminine spirit out. Mother Nature, I love you!

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      Rae Dion
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      So fun to read this. Love the “complexity” of being a girl. My long finger nails drive me crazy! Love them. Mixing/matching clothing, makes me think, so fun. Walking in my heels, a total kick. Lipstick! Love it. Working on my shape and appearance, consuming and fun. Appreciate everyone’s thoughts!

      Rae

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      Natalie Moore
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      For me it started at a young age at least 5 or 6, since I was young I’ve always been jealous in some ways that how much more options/colors/styles women have when it comes to choosing their looks/outfits, why I cross dress has always been the big question I still can’t fully answer but I know is I’ve always loved how women’s clothing itself  fits, feels and looks on my body, although interestingly enough up until 2019 I always loved the clothes but now have been more interested in the “whole complete look” Recently I’ve been enjoying things like fixing my hair, applying makeup, deciding on a whole outfit arrangement , jewelry, etc… for the longest time it wasn’t long before I had a dress on all I wanted to do was skip to the “happy end” every time. I think I can safely say my cross dressing is evolving as I’m getting older/wiser.

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      Mary Priscilla
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      Like Shannon and others, I initially saw my desire to cross dress in a sexual context.  When possible, I would wear a sexy nighty or teddy as a prelude to sex with an understanding male.  It took me awhile to grow into CD as a way to express myself as a women wearing every day clothes and, when possible, fully made-up.  The sex part is not the driver.  The desire to be appealing to other women and men in a social setting is what now influences what I wear and how I conduct myself.

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      Anonymous
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      Ahh, the unanswerable question. The feel of the clothing?  How it is designed to show off and accentuate the body?  Is it an escape from reality or allowing reality to surface. 🤷‍♀️

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      Sonia
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      For me it started out as a sexual thing, still is in some degree, But now being Sonia is also a some sort of an escape from the everyday life. If things isn`t going well for some reasons i can always transform into Sonia and things will be allright. Love being Sonia, love putting of a pair of silky shiny pantyhose, a sexy dress or a skirt, blouse, high heels. And the put om make-up, painting my nails or putting on fake ones. This is something i can do whenever i like as i am livving alone. Divorced and the kids has moved out. I do have a girlfriend which accepts this side of me which is so nice. We do some roleplaying from time to time as well. Love having sex with her as Sonia which is pretty different when being my male self. She love both.

      When I`m Sonia i also love to chat with other girls like me/you, discussing feminine stuff or just do girly talk.

      I also go online ordering new outfits or chat with others which i mentioned. I occasionally also meet others as me l and have thrown some girly meetings/parties in my apartment. Drinking wine and just being girls….love it.

      My downstairs neighbour must wonder who is always tripping around on heels up there hi hi. To conclude Sonia has grew to become become a so important part of me and she will always be there. I realised long ago that this is how it is. No more throwing away all my Sonia gear in shame which i have done sometimes. Now my wardrobe is only expanding expanding and expanding….I fully undertsand the term ” I dont`have nothing to wear” when the closet is actually full.

      Hugs and kisses

      Sonia

       

       

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    • #344606
      Wendy Swift
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      For me, it has been an evolution.

      In my younger years it was a fetish/sexual thing.  As I am older (supposedly wiser 🙂  ), I find I am dressing for stress relief.  My current job is quite stressful, and I find the transformation journey to Wendy to be a relaxing one, from putting on the make up, hip/butt pads, tights, clothes, and wig, it is something that takes my mind off the daily grind of the job.

      I also like the look of me turning into a female.  The hips, breasts, clothing, and wig, it all comes together to form a woman.

      As well, I find women’s clothes to be much more fashionable.  You can mix and match and come up with a totally new outfit, vs. guy clothes which is basically pants and a shirt.

      There is also something about the material they use for women’s clothing, I find women’s clothes to be much smoother, gentle on the skin, and alluring.  Men’s clothes feel like a burlap sack.

      Mostly it allows me to experience a small window of what it feels like to be a woman, and it feels great !

       

    • #344231
      Chelly Kross
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      I have always had a fascination with pantyhose. Loved how they look on women  and then loved how they looked and felt on me the first tome I put a pair on.  That grew to a fascination for high heels and just kept growing.  I think my wife is over the top sexy when shes dressed up and I feel the same about me when I’m dressed up. Love the look and feel of pantyhose on me.  Love the smell of make up as I’m applying it. Lo e the freedom I feel when wearing a dress.   Love the click of my high heels slapping against the floor as I walk. And just recently have gotten into fixing my hair(wig) in different styles for different looks .

      Chelly

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    • #343347
      Anne-Marie
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      Isn’t this just the CD question to end all CD questions?

      Ultimately, I don’t really know.

      I’m drawn to it, I do know that, and I know the way that it makes my body feel is so fantastic that I do not have words enough to express that feeling either. It is beyond sublime.

      Then there is the psychological effect that crossdressing has on me. The feeling of that this is how things should be, the relief of stress and sense of being at ease with myself like I’m a whole person instead of just a woman hiding in a male shell.

      Then there is the sense of being a little bit naughty and how that makes me feel excited.

      Finally there is the look. I adore pretty women and if I am able to emulate them to any extent then that is very much welcome to me.

      I even feel sometimes like I was here before and was a victorian lady and enjoyed my time as a lady but that my time as a lady was abruptly cut short.

      lots of stuff scrunched up in my consciousness and even more burried deep into my sub-conscious mind.

      Take care girls.

      Anne-Marie.

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      Casey Lynn
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      I love everything about it.  Pink feminine things. Just feeling cute is enough.

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    • #343321
      Brianne Palmer
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      Hi Shannon, I just adore wearing womans clothes so wear them 24/7 they make me look and feel so good and femme.

      Brianne

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    • #343120
      Jo Jett
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      It’s a release. I work in a physical, often high stress job, lots of hours. I like to just come home and slip on something silky,soft, and sensual and be free from my male world for a while. I so love the beauty of models and my wife in pretty , delicate lingerie and fine clothes, to the point I long for and need to feel and see myself in such beautiful feminine finery. I sleep in silk and satin as much as possible and I find I get a much more relaxing sleep, I switched to silk men’s panties 24/7 several years back , I’m too well endowed for most ladies panties to be comfortable all day, and found myself more calm and relaxed. I wear a corset often for  back issues, I love the big hug my satin corsets give me, my wife is totally cool with me in panties and corset. I wear tank tops to bed, modal and silk, same ones I wear under my corsets , and we are slowly working up to silk and satin nighties in bed for me. My wife wants me to be all male during love making so off come everything except my panties.  I am shuddering at the thoughts , in a good way, of all the finery I hope to be able to wear sometime soon. I am tall and thinner, not overly muscled or to over weight, but not sure I could pass. Hoping to be allowed to dress up some for Halloween, but baby steps, my marriage of 32 years is too important to jeopardize… thanks ladies!!

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    • #341711
      Linda Rose Nygaard
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      So-called women’s clothes make me feel pretty, sexy, and yes believe it or not, powerful, not to mention my addiction to the receiving end of wolf whistles.  The click-clack of my stilettos makes some strangers a bit nervous when they see its actually a guy making that noise.

      To use an automotive metaphor, so-called woman’s clothes are a Corvette and  guy clothes are a  Ford Pinto.  For me, beautiful and strong trumps dull and drab any day of the week.

      Since I’m the type who prefers to get noticed (and commented on), rather than the type who wants to “blend in”, cross dressing in public is my way to make that happen.

      Word game:  Ever notice the similarity between the spelling of ‘blend’ and ‘bland’?  Hmmm.

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      Travel4fun22
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      Sensuality 👄 I love the feeling. Soft and silky, stretchy, clingy. I love layers and the feeling on my skin. I love the taste and feel of lipstick l. Love the bouncing of earrings on a wig. Love the feel of movement in heels. Love. The combination of allot it connecting all the parts and the amazing sensations of body and mind.

      Woman are amazing. So amazing I’m jealous. Sometimes it’s so damn fun to share in the sexiness and sensuality.

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    • #339391
      Celeste Jo
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      Mainly it’s for the chance to be someone else’s for a bit.  Also, women’s clothes are just more fun.

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    • #335923
      Eleana Dim
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      Being on my high heels everything changes. My movements change, my body begins to exist and my facial expression still sweetens. Only then do I feel sexy and I can feel erotic. From the moment I choose my dresses on the internet to the moment I dress feminine and do my makeup and especially the moment I go out in public, it’s like releasing my sexuality. I have never felt like that as a male.

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      Brenda Mist
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      My first reply to any of the topics.  I love dressing because I can express who I really am and how I feel.  A woman’s options are endless and allow me to define who I am at the time by picking out the lingerie that caresses my body, makes me feel better about myself, and the blouse, dress, skirt, jeans, wig, makeup that enhance my personal being and how I want to be seen.

    • #333060
      Sarah Lacy
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      For me it is the pure feminity and silkiness of female attire. As a male I have trainers, as a girl I have high heels. Then I have socks compared to nylon stockings or pantyhose, swishy short skirts compared to trousers, boxers compared to silk French Knickers, tee shirts compared to nice camisoles…….and so it goes on.

      Just now and again it’s so nice to feel the sensual side and experience the feel and look of female sexy lingerie that is denied to me as a male. It changes my mood and outlook, for a short while anyway.

      Sarah

    • #331516
      Seren
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      Wow, where to start….!

      straps, lace, silky things, smooth skin, the colours, the contrasts, bright shiny nails like little jewels, the feeling of lipgloss on my lips, long hair, putting on mascara, curves…..

      S x

      • #331517
        Rosiebeth
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        Right there with you girlfriend.  It’s the whole package.  That feeling of being feminine is soooooo fantastic and yummy.  From slipping on the panties to sliding the lipstick across my lips.  It’s just so full filling and there’s no word that can describe that wonderful sensational feeling.  Mmmmmm

        kisses

        Rosiebeth.

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      Rosiebeth
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      The reasons I dress very on my mood.  Mostly it is because I want the other to feel as beautiful as the inside. It also relaxes my soul to bring forth my feminine side.  Many nights if restless just putting on a bra will give me that extra comfort to relax me more to go to sleep.  Then since I was a young child the feeling of a dress and slip and hosiery is such a delightful feeling that truly is feminine to the very bone which makes me squeal sometimes.
      then other times it a rouses me to the point of no control which brings me into intense fantasies of a man making made passionate love to me.   That really makes me feel like a woman.
      but since my sister had me play dress up when we were kids I am just drawn to it with utterly delight.
      It’s sometimes hard to deal with and surpressing it it tough and I don’t want to hide it anymore

      kisses

      Rosiebeth.

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    • #330772
      Laura Lovett
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      I know I answered this before, but since then I’ve become a bit of a girl of the world.

      A very small and accepting corner in East Sussex, but out in the world nonetheless.

      Since going public, I’ve had quite a number of people ask me this question – almost always preceded with something like “You look fantastic, but what’s your reason…?”

      Each time I respond as the answer comes to me – as Laura, I’m a sort of bubbly blonde, maybe a bit of an air head, but never short of something to say – a complete contrast to male me.

      The more I think about it, the stronger the answer becomes.

      I don’t cross dress. I dress as I choose. I am somewhere on the gender spectrum, and that somewhere is right here. It feels right because it is right for me. I love that people feel compelled to compliment me, as it means I’m doing a decent job of it, and creating a pleasing image of myself.

      I look in the mirror and see Garth from Wayne’s World, but also a glimmering of Laura – the way she’s developing and growing.

      It’s the character which is strongest, and the clothing suits the character, or the character adapts to the clothing, if I’m trying out a new outfit, or experimenting with different makeup.

      So my dressing is a direct expression of the way I feel as Laura.

      Me.

      Love Laura

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      JamiLin Anthony
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      Reason?  I am drawn to being feminine.  My life has always been masculine and at the top end of that dynamic.  I admire the mindset of women, the emotions, the way they express feelings, their sexuality, and of course the clothes.  I have always been forced or drawn into leadership roles.  Crossdressing is so opposite of so much of my life.  I enjoy the escape, the feeling of being someone totally different and my attempt to put myself into “womanhood.”

      I am very masculine in appearance.  I want to escape to a different me.  I am deep in the closet and do not get to express very often.  I dressed completely between marriages. If I were to come out, it would be very difficult for me in my marriage and my business. If there was a magic pill to become a real woman for a week on demand, I would love that.  So it is primarily fantasy.

      I am two mindsets in one brain.

      Jami

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      Renea Day
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      I like the feel of the soft and silky fabrics on my skin, I like the way I feel when I’m putting on makeup, I like the way I look when I stand in front of a mirror, I like the way I walk and stand and move as a woman.  Mostly I like the way I feel inside when I’m Renea.

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      Cyndi Snow
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        Ive always identified with my femme side love the way sexy lingerie feels.on.me amd truly love being intimate as a female feels totally natural
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      Gretchen Bixby
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      I think actually being on the other side makes you more appreciative of the other side. There are plenty of jokes and shows where the guy is left waiting as the woman is always late. It is no joke and I now understand what a woman goes through to look her best. If I have gone a couple of weeks without cross dressing then decide this Saturday is the day it is a long procedure. Lots of shaving for one, legs, face, chest even head gets a clean shave. I will probably need to trim my nails especially for open toe heels. Then after dinner comes the long process of making this average looking guy an above average woman. I have to say that the make up really takes at least 10 years off and that really makes me happy to do this as well. I Then comes the outfit, as each piece goes one there is an anticipation to see the entire outfit come together. If done right you think you look as good as the girl that modeled the dress from the site you got it from. I also still get excited about ordering a new dress and always check the shipping info so I know when it will arrive. I want to make sure that weekend my calendar is clear so I can spend the time going through my accessories to make the outfit perfect. Finally I take a ton of pictures and if I am feeling it that night I will go out to an area where I can walk around and just feel free.

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      monique slette
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      for me it was love at first sight. my mom had the most beautiful taste in clothes. I have been enjoying this everyday now. As I am a girly girl I love be a women. If I was younger I probably would transition! love Monique

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      Deborah Sullivan
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      I adore stepping out as debbie and seeing the whole world treat me differently. Having both views of the world is enriching. Yet I mostly just find woman’s clothing more comfortable and exciting to wear especially heels. I love experimenting with makeup and makeovers and have a friend at Sephoras that gives me wonderful tips and products. A woman has so much more to wear and experience her moods and feelings. For many of you I know you understand having lived in both worlds

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      Frederica Woodbridge
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      I shared time with a GF who could have become an SO, but she became obsessive and tried to be controlling, so we said goodbye.  She was onboard with cross dressing and actively promoted it. I couldn’t believe the stuff she bought me. It seemed, to an extent, I became her plaything, and by extension a way of controlling me.

      While it lasted it was rocket fuel. One day she did all my make-up, we drove to a hotel in DC and I got out of a convertible BMW in a short skirt, heels and stockings. A tall black woman looked at me in the lobby for a millionth of a second (I’m tall) and carried on reading. I passed. Then I shared an elevator with a family. Still passed.

      The whole thing was surreal. How? We went out to dinner that night, by which time I’d changed (still en femme), and it wasn’t as much fun but still an incredible turn on.

      I think the image that still sticks in my mind is walking into a DC hotel wheeling a bag, wearing heels, stockings sliding between my legs under a short skirt and knowing “I can do this”. Of course, bouncy breast forms and loud lipstick helps.

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      Lauren Goldman
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      I’m not sure. It just feels so nice and freeing. I feel like some deep part of me that is usually silent is able to express myself. I sometimes get the same feeling when I’m playing guitar and singing (to no one but myself). Sometimes it feels so cathartic that I just start weeping.

      There are times that I feel like there is so much potential inside me to connect with other people, to share emotional experiences with them, to help them. Something about dressing feels like part of the key to unlocking that. It might just be wishful thinking on my part. I might be just using suppression of my feminine aspect as a rationalization for being emotionally stunted. I really hope that is not true.

      In short, when I dress I feel more complete and at ease.

      Lauren

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      Paula James
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      I feel deep down that I really am a girl so every chance I get I make myself as feminine as I can.  alas I am in a mans world to I dress as one….but I ALWAYs have panties underneath!

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      Araminta Purdy
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      To be pretty!

      Araminta.

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      Kim Dahlenbergen
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      My reason is that I am transgender…and non-binary.   I identify my gender as being more towards the female side, but not completely.   I am not gender fluid, but I cope well enough with circumstances where a male presentation is necessary.

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      Nick Lacroix
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      Idk I just was attracted to the sexy clothing and beautiful shades of makeup I could wear. I remember trying on my first panties and pantyhose and loved the feeling. I cross dressed about 4 to 5 times and and plan on seeing a makeup consultant to learn more about applying makeup. I think it might also help with my depression as it gives me drive to live a healthier lifestyle and look gorgeous.

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      OMG, the sensations, feel, sex, the naughty ness of it, the cloths, WOW just everything about it. I’m lucky, I have a wife that is onboard and she loves it to, hates that sometimes I can get into is so much she is a little jealous. but I reassure her that I’m not competing, she’s still the hot shit in our relationship…

      Going in public is exhilarating,  the adrenaline rush is unbelievable, especially if you feel confident in your looks and swagger… When you get the looks as you walk by, you know there checking your ass and legs out…. caution, I’m gonna have to stop in the lady’s room and dry off….

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      Angel Deville
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      I completely agree, I just love the fit and feel of girls clothes and the colour options and being able to feel sexy and delicate.

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      Andreanna H
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      I have no real good reason, I just like the way I feel when dressed

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    • #257956
      Jennifer Heels
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      i love the look of high heels and pantyhose/stockings, and like dresses. But like some have said, I feel more comfortable and relax as a woman.

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    • #256789
      Amber Jones
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      Well, when I was 12, my sister died. So that was a definitely got me to be interested in what a girl’s life was like. I wanted to take the place of my sister in a way. Now, that part is still there but, after puberty and such kicked in, obviously I got more interested in girls and got to noticing their pretty clothes and such. So, the reason about my sister is still there but I dress up because I love girls clothing and the way it looks and feels. I also dress up because deep inside I feel like I was a girl born in a boys body. Now there are some things that girls do that I exclude but, I love doing most girl things. Now, some people dress up for a sexual feeling and to “jerk off” if you know what I mean. I find that to be totally unnecessary for me to find total peace with myself.

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      Danica Murphy
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      For me it’s just way of life now. I’ve been dressing up since 1977 with sister’s who still support me today. It’s feels perfect and natural I like looking and feeling pretty drawing attention from others that are me as a sexy mature female I am happier and at peace with myself since I have revealed my feminine side to public and family..

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      I wish I knew. I’d have to say because of how the material feels on my skin. But why?  Why did I have the urge to sneak into my moms dresser and try on her panties and stockings?  I remember fascinating about wearing stockings as long as I can remember. My mom took me to a ballet when I was a kid and all I knew was I wanted to wear what they were wearing.

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    • #251953
      Samantha Joan
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      The reason for crossdressing? Simple one, I think anyway…

      For me, it’s been there for 30 plus years. I have found something that makes me truly happy. I have denied it for a long time but since changing jobs and being in a more accepting environment, I have finally understood and accepted the feeling of being happy with my whole self.

      Not to say the male me is not happy but Samantha makes me more confident. So yes, the simple reason for crossdressing, happiness… x x

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      Validation; the feeling to know I look good. I feel ugly as a man trying to land a date with women. I’m poor, unemployed, I don’t drive, and most women look down on men like that. I felt more beautiful and valuable and desirable dressed like a girl. I also enjoyed having oral sex with men dressed as a girl, but I don’t anymore.

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      • #255065
        Randi Layne
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        Thanks for your honesty about oral sex when dressed – even if it may be a thing of the past. I suspect that many of us have had some sexual side to our CD experience but we really don’t admit it. You are appreciated. randi

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      Willa Kissing
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      I agree wit you and feel the same way!

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      Jin Crocker
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      Love the choice of color, style, and fabrics.

      A bit of a rebel.

      It is too cold to go naked.

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      Funny , I just wrote a long article on something similar to this early this am and of course one touch of a Key and POOF it was gone , I was pissed , Any who , For ME it’s more of a medical condition known PAIS , Partial Androgen Insensitivity Syndrome resulting in Under Masculinized Genitalia , One of the MANY forms of Intersex , Due to a Chromosome Disorder that started in my mothers womb for reasons I won’t go into as I did in the piece I wrote earlier , Then add ED to that , And I’m a Hot mess , It give’s me the feeling of being  inadequate to satisfy a SIS women although I have been married / kids and been mostly w/ sis women except for a little touching in my early yrs. and one encounter in my 20’s , So I find myself becoming more feminized , I always had some traits but really didn’t know what was going on until now at 66 y/o I started doing research , So I’m confused as most are , I do like the feeling I have now and shaving legs, etc , Just the thrill of the clothes , especially panties , It all just fits my mind set better that this is how I should have been living  from the start , If I would have just known then , What I know now  is the saying , Right , lol , So here I go , Into another phase of life .Wish me luck !

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    • #245969
      Amber Jamies
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      I think I’m a lesbian trapped in a man’s body. I don’t know how else to describe it.

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        Breanna Leigh
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        I know how you feel Amber although I don’t consider myself a lesbian or a cross dresser as I dress to express who I am. If I had to classify myself I would say I’m pansexual as I am attracted to people and their qualities, individually. I find woman to be beautiful and love their sexuality, but I am also attracted to a nice, respectful, cute guy from time to time. At one time I would have classified myself a cross dresser who questioned my sexuality but over time I have quickly learned and come to understand who and what I am. Although I really knew it all along!!

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      Roxy Smith
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      For me clothes for guys are boring and very limiting.  Women seem to have a wider range of clothes they are able to wear.  While it might have been shocking to people 100 years ago, if a woman decides she wants to wear trousers (or a skirt or dress) no one will say “she can’t dress like that”.  Where as if a man puts on a skirt or dress it won’t be too long before you get stared at, and insulted.

      Roxy641

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      Breanna Leigh
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      Hi girls!!

      I no longer consider myself a crossdresser, I am simply presenting who I feel I am!! A woman who was born as a man. I stopped crossdrossing when I purged all my male clothing and began living 24/7, 365 as a woman.

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    • #237943
      Danii Doors
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      I feel the same way I wish I was female, I dress 90% of the time and go out to clubs and bars as dannii, my family know and so do some of my friends, for me one of the best parts is the shopping,. Strangely enough being dressed and going out I feel alive and more confident in chatting to guys I like

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    • #237873
      Kim Michele
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      For me it is the life long desire to be a woman.  I love dressing and dreaming of being out anytime and fitting in.

      I wear little nighties every night and my thong under my man  cloths every day.

       

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      Danny Amone
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      It is fun. I have a good time.

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      Christine Baxter
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      My crossdressing started early in my life.   I found several satin pants and skirts that my mom had stored away and would caress them and found a warm feeling when I did.    When I was about 8, we had neighborhood festival and someone gave my mom and satin jeanie outfit to wear.   When I put it on, I loved the feel, but felt it was not what a boy should wear, after going back in forth, I went ahead and went outside in it and nobody said anything.   I had started to look at the newspaper every weekend and saw all the add for panties and lingerie and started to keep them.   Around age 9, I found my mom’s lingerie drawer and found a pair of red satin full back panties.    The first time I put them on, I had an erection and felt amazing.   I actually started to figure out the days I didn’t have PE and would wear them to school.   The guilt was pretty massive.   Around age 12, I started to  “borrow” my moms panties and lingerie and would wear them, also I had access to a substantial collection of pornography, but really didn’t understand an orgasm.   In 9th grade I had my first orgasm while wearing a pair of satin panties.   It was incredible and soon after I was masturbating 3 or 4 times a day.   In high school, I was able to obtain a few lingerie outfits.    Once in college, I realized that anyone could go into a lingerie store and by something and started to buy a few things.   After college and almost always wearing mens thongs and g-strings, I found a cross-dressing friendly store where I had stopped in to see what mens thongs they might have.  While in there, and showing and interest in the panties and garter belts, and a whole rack of satin dresses, the owner asked if I would like to try an outfit on, at first I was totally embarrassed, but she made me feel so comfortable that i tried on a blue satin jumpsuit and purchased it along with panties.  For several months, I would buy lingerie and panties and loved the feeling.   I would wear small bikini’s or thongs to the beach most of the time and loved the tan line I had.  Most of the girls that I met thought it was wacky but where generally OK with wearing the mens thongs, I did not let them know about the panties.  I then met a girl that when we had sex and she saw my thong, it was a turn on.   For that valentines, she bought a whole bunch of Fredricks of Hollywood g-strings and matching boxers and thongs for me.    We married and my fetish became a bigger part of me, but not always to the liking of my wife.   I had purchased satin panties from Bodyaware that were “mens” but looked just like woman’s panties.   The first time we had sex while wearing those, it was incredible.   During that time I had been buying all kinds of lingerie that she was not aware.   We are no longer together and I have found the wonders of ebay and amazon where I have been able to purchase the most sexy satin lingerie and crossdressing clothes ever. Crossdressing for me is a very sexual thing, I love the feel of satin and during the day satin clothes give me a chance to escape this world for a brief second and fantasize about other things.   At home, I feel much more relaxed wearing a chemise or teddy around the house.

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    • #236223
      DeLora
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      A great question and so many interesting answers.

      Thuth be told, I don’t really know my answer, but here a my pondering on the subject;

      It started as a childish curiosity, evolved into a more erotic thing, then just became a part of me that I didn’t understand. I still don’t understand it, but to put it in the simplest terms, I dress so I don’t feel the overwhelming need to dress.  Since accepting that aspect of myself I have found that if I don’t CD the need to do so is overwhelmingly strong, it is all I can think about and it effects my mood, my interaction with others and effects my work. I don’t need to CD every day, but some days I really need to. A day fully dressed will keep me going for upto a week, but I can also do just a little bit each day and stay on an even keel. The degree to which I CD depends on the degree of privacy I have.  At work it may be just stockings under my work clothes and that is enough to make me feel complete. at home, alone it may be full on dress, stockings, heels, the works.
      for me CDing is not to look or feel female, but my personality could be considered feminine/male so perhaps that’s why I don’t need to feel feminine.

      Like I said, I don’t understand it, but I just go with the flow. I do keep a journal in which I take note of my mood and my dressing experiences in an attempt to understand it better.

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      Jane Martin
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      I think for me it’s just different clothing types. More variety.  I always infer what it would feel like to dress up. For men there is not much choose, maybe a few different shirt types and dress pants.  But with woman there are many dress types, many skirt and shirt combinations, and the shoes!  There are so many different types of shoes for woman, even for heals there are many options!   I tired the cowboy style when I was into country music (cowboy hat, boots, jeans), but I don’t really feel it and it don’t look that good on me. I was a tall thin red head, lol!   When I do go out (not as Jane) I like to dress up a bit.  I like to look good. And dressing Jane is fun with all the different options!  I like being both. I’m just happy I can explore life as Jane, even if it’s only a little!

       

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      Daisy Marie
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      I like to feel as a girl, walk as a girl and look as gorgeous as a girl.

      Or, perhaps, better than a girl? Many cis girls are turning their clothing style into more comfy/male-ish and letting their inner feminine side aside (pun intended hahaha).

      That feeling of power I have when I walk in high heels is also a great reason to be dressed. Delicate, vulnerable and powerful at the same time!

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    • #233799
      Meghan M
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      My reason for crossdressing is that feminine clothing is hugely appealing to me, texture wise, appearance wise, and color wise. I love the way it looks on me and other women, I love the long hair, and the art that goes into makeup. When I’m there, it’s peaceful and zen-like for me.

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      Nobody Atall
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      Well my story starts at the next door house when i was 8 there was a girl there called emma but i usally played with her brother. Obe day he and I were messing with her stuff and knocked over her lego and her parents were out and her older sister chelsea was baby sitting.  As a punishment for knocking over her lego she put us both in dresses and did our makeup. I remember she had started my nails when her parents came home and i stupidly complained dispite loving it. After going home and not saying a word about it to anyone i went back but my friend was out with his parents. The 2 sisters were doing each others nails and after telling me my friend was away asked if i wanted my nails done too. This time i said yes and they started with my toes and then fingers painting them all bright red. After that they chose me an outfit to try on and it looked great. Tights, high heels, and a little dress then came the make up. After all this we had to much fun and we spent the day going all around the town playing while everyone thought i was a girl the day ended when her parents came home and we quickly removed all my make up. It only ever happened once though never again untill i moved citys and once again made friends with the next door kids this time my age not older. I remember for months trying to hint at the girl to do my nails or something Anything but it didn’t work untill one day i was hanging out at her house when i found an old wig and put it on as a joke and then she said “i know what to do!! Make up!!” and i then said “do i have to” of course wanting to inside and she said “just a bit please it will be fun” i agreed trying not to show how happy i was. So she started with face makeup and then i “jokingly” said lets do nails and she was loving it and so was i. Its never happened since that day and it’s all i dream of

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    • #233116
      Pam H
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      Thanks for the post!

      I started early by stealing panties from friends and wearing them. I don’t remember what age but it was pre-puberty for sure. Puberty brought on the sexual aspect and I love how sexy I look in panties and bra. Later came the desire to fully dress but it was hard because I didn’t live alone. I’ve gone out dressed on Halloween several times throughout the year but this year I have gone out twice en femme on just normal days and absolutely loved it. I feel so different when I am Pam. I feel more laid back, I feel cute and think more like a woman. It also reduced my stress. I just love it 🙂

      Thanks,

      Pam

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      Thank you for posting this question. I must be very careful how I answer! For me, I love the feeling of wearing slips with skirts and chemises without knickers. I have one dress which is a Lipsy ruffle frilly dress which I wear without knickers. I will stop here before my profile is deleted!

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    • #232876
      J J Johnson
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      To be honest, it is a bit of all of the above. There is a sexual component, but there isalso a desire to be female. Not to mention all the beautiful things women get to wear vs boring male clothes. I love lingerie and that was my start down this rabbit hole we enjoy spending time in. Of course there is a touch of exhibitionism involved since I can go out enfemme and shshoshshow off a bit (I am sitting on a beach in a bikini as I type.)

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        Oh gosh I wish I could sit by the beach with a mimosa enjoying myself as a the true woman I am! Such a mention in how you make u feel in expressing my daily life! I am absolutely so grateful I found crossdresser heaven since I can express how I truly feel in being a woman and finally, releasing my effeminate side! It makes all the difference in my daily life you don’t understand! I love being a crossdresser! Time to start making changes to how I walk and talk! I am so happy!!!!

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        JJ, love that answer. I feel the same way gf.

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      Maria M
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      <p style=”text-align: left;”>My reason for starting cross dressing are. The feel of the lace and silky underwear feels so great next to my skin. It feels so soft. Also, when younger I used to wear my mothers underwear until she caught me. As I experimented more, I got into wearing dresses, skirts, silicone breasts, wigs, makeup, blouses, jewellery and high heels. It makes me feel like a proper woman. My wardrobe is changing from manly to being very feminine daily. A lot of my male clothes have been thrown out, to make room for my female clothes. Draws were my male underwear are now empty, but filling up with panties, bras, suspender belts, garters, stockings and hold up stockings. I feel great as a woman, and my life is better than ever. I should have done this a lot earlier in life.</p>

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      Molly Lace
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      To be honest it started and remains sexual.  The first time I saw a bra ad I was starting to come of age.  I think I just thought of lingerie as part of my sexuality.  First it was panties.  Then a garter belt and stockings.  I never thought I would wear a bra and now I have a collection of bras.  Then my first skirt, then a dress.  Next I was thinking about being a girl and becoming women sexually.  I love dressing and how it makes me feel fem but I love feeling like a sexy women the most.

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      Erica Guy
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      I just like the way it feels. I love the female body and the wide range of clothing choices. The fabric the color and styles of clothes for women are so wide open. I have always envied my female friends and the way their body’s looked I wanted to be them. By crossdressing I get to experience in someway’s what it’s like to be beautiful!

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      Stacey Renauld
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      I have to. It’s as simple as that. No matter how many times I’ve tried to box these feelings/desires/compulsions they always return.

      Frankly, I’m tired of trying to fight Stacey…she’s too strong. Believe me, I’ve tried to stop but Stacey always returns. It has cost me so much heartache, lost relationships/friendships/family, I’d be insane to keep doing it if crossdressing was through choice.

      I’ll never be the regular bloke society expects me to be. I’ve had to accept that. If I can’t give Stacey her space, I’d rather be dead. Not trying to be melodramatic but that’s the long and short of it.

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      Some Brilliant responses, lots of things I easily relate to, as well as being a big rush & thrill to dress, its brilliant stress relief, from life/work in general, I can sit in the chair, enjoying that new skirt & blouse, I’ve just bought, I’m not hurting anything or anyone. It gives great pleasure.

      Reading the replies on here, alot of childhood experiences,  has shaped our dressing habits, we have today, I  was bought up mainly by my mother, Father was sometimes around, a subject like Crossdressing were greeted by words like Dirty/Disgusting/Naughty, thats probably were the guilty feelings I sometimes get, come from

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      It’s just natural, it’s feels right. It’s who I really am, simple as 🙂

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        Couldn’t agree more. It’s just feels right.

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      It is something I do for both comfort and because I love female fashion and how it is designed to show of features of whoever is wearing said clothes. Women’s clothes seem to fit me better than men’s and I take great pride in that. I love showing off my slender frame and changing my appearance with make up. My confidence shoots through the roof when I’m in girl mode. When I came out to my mum she was shocked as she always thought I had no interest in fashion, I then pointed out that it was just male fashion I had no interest in.

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      I’ve been a Pantyhose/Tights Wearer for about 35 years, It makes me feel very sexy, It started wearing a pair at a school play, then raiding the laundry basket for Lingerie/Tights to wear when the house was empty.

      It progressed into dressing a few years ago,have a collection of Skirts & Dresses,which I wear in private, daily.

      What’s my reason for crossdressing? I love the rush of wearing, doing up the buttons on a blouse, Zipping up a skirt, Adjust the straps on a body. I also love exploring my feminine side, shopping for the clothes & shoes, is exciting. times have changed, not as many funny looks or sniggering when paying for stuff.

      I’m a straight male, always have been, always will be . Not into make up, nail polish or wigs, but respect people who are.

      The Internet & especially sites like this is great, for remaining anonymous & not being judged

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        wow that;s how i  started in a  school play had to wear tights, loved the feeling of tights and it grew on me, now i grew into dressing up all the way when i can. make up and dresses, skirts, blouses, perfume, heels, wig, ear rings. my wife knows of my x dressing , lets me dress up when no other child is home but will not help or let me sit in same room as her, but she has seen me getting dressed up.

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      Ever since I was 4 I loved wearing pantyhose with heels and a short that looked like a short dress. That was pretty much me until 11 when I out grew the pumps I was borrowing. Then at 13 I outgrew the pantyhose I was getting. I began buying my own pantyhose. That’s when I went to strictly sheer to waist which I continued to wear at home with a shirt.

      At 17 I wore pantyhose out with guy shorts and guy attire. I decided I needed to improve that look. I went out and bought some short girl’s shorts. Girls were wearing hot pants and Daisy Duke shorts with pantyhose. I wanted to do that. I was becoming totally obsessed with platform wedges. I had to have a pair.

      I put on my pantyhose with a a pair of short shorts and headed to the shoe store. I wanted to see how the shoes would look with what I was going to be wearing them with. I was so excited about what I was going to do that I wasn’t feeling nervousness or fear over they way I was going to be dressed in public.

      I got to the shoes store and found a pair of wedges I I had to have. When I tried them on they were too small. I found the same pair a couple of sizes bigger. They fit perfect. I battled with the straps a bit but got them on. I checked out my legs and feet in my pantyhose and shoes. They were amazing. I felt so tall walking around in them and my legs looked so long and shapely. I noticed several other pairs of wedges I had to try on to decide which pair I liked best. I tried them all. I looked at myself in several different mirror from several different angles. I was totally thrilled with the look I got from every pair. There was other people around and I noticed some were looking at me, and except for the occasional store employee who asked if I needed help no one said anything to me. I eventually decided I  liked all the shoes equally. I bought all 6 pairs. I was so excited.

      After that, a great day and wonderful and thrilling experience was to put on my sheer to waist pantyhose with my short shorts and platform wedges and go try on some shoes and buy pantyhose. I did that often. The thrill rush and excitement I felt was like nothing else I could get from anything else.

      If I got complimented on my legs or shoes and got to talk about my pantyhose, the excitement, thrill and rush was further enhanced. I absolutely loved it.

      Then one day while waiting on line to buy pantyhose, a girl behind me asked me about the pantyhose I was wearing and if it was what I was buying. After conversing for a while she realized I was not a girl. She liked how I looked and after talking for a while she was surprised I didn’t dress fully as a girl. Why was I only doing this partial stuff. I never really thought much about it. I liked dressing like this. Maybe I just haven’t got there yet.

      Over the next few months, she helped me go fully fem and create Patty. Over the next several years, the experiences and levels of thrills and rush were amazing. By comparison, trying on shoes, buying pantyhose and talking about my legs and pantyhose while wearing my pantyhose, short shorts and platform wedges was boring.

      I started out at 4 loving to wear pantyhose with heels and show off my legs. Going fully fem I still get to do that and so much more. I love being a crossdresser. There is no excitement, thrill or rush greater. I can’t wait for my next experience.

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        That’s a wonderful story. You got really lucky finding someone like that. X

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      Tom Peter
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      expressing my feminine side, i feel i have a strong femme side to my personality. I love being a man and having manly traits as well.  Its very exciting to dress up as a women, very intense rush. Hoping one day I can share that with my partner.

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      J J Johnson
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      Because I enjoy it. It just feels good to dress. It makes me feel sexy, and when I see myself in the mirror or in pictures it just makes me feel good about myself. I realize I would never pass, nor that most others would see such pictures as sexy (except your you ladies here), but that is fine, but because I dress for myself.

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      Madelynn Fox
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      For me, like so many others, it is about embracing my feminine side.  Being raised by a single mom, I always saw her as a person of strength and I wanted to be like her.  Dressing in her clothes when I was 14, made me feel like her.  Of course when I got caught, she did not embrace it and she swept it under the rug.  But, I kept doing it in secret because I felt free in a bra, panties , and a dress.  I also loved wearing her fur coat, it made me feel so luxurious.  As I got older, I kept dressing because my feminine side is part of me. I like feeling like a women.  I like feeling like a male.  It is yin-yang!  Now, my desire is to have more experiences as a woman and continue to embrace both sides of me.  The clothes help too!

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      Catherine Lashar
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      Because it is an out word expression of who I truly am.

      I used to think it was about sex,But I realized I was always thinking about looking like a woman,being a woman,making love only as a woman.

      Sometimes I thought it was about the feel of the beautiful clothes,but it doesn’t matter weather I dress as a male or a female,all I think about is being and looking as close to a woman as I can.

      I think about it when I am at work and can not wait to get home and change into my real clothes.

      My earliest memory of cross dressing was at 10 or 11,but through out may life I always knew that if I had the chance to change sex I would.

      I am aware that may never happen.

      So if the closest that I can achieve is to dress as close to being female as possible than I will accept that until I die.

      I hope that was not too personal but I believe in being truthful.

      And that is why I cross dress.

      Catherine Lashar

       

       

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        Bobbie1951
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        That was not too personal but it was very deep and very moving.  i do not feel feminine 24/7 but when i do move into my en femme mindset i just want to be a woman at that moment.  Your words are beautiful and inspiring 

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        Kimmie
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        It was not too personal. It was real and very moving.

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    • #215404
      Danii Doors
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      My reason is that I love dressing and the lovely choices of clothes I’m a fashion girl and I will definitely buy the new ones as they come out

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      Why I dress, it helps me feel free, I’m an introvert, I wasn’t always that way, but years of military service changed something in me, I can hardly chat on the phone or engage in conversation without bordeline crippling anxiety taking over, also, since as far back as I can remember, I’ve always felt like this shell I was given did not reflect who I should be, my best friend growing up would play dress up with me, makeup, the whole nines, only then did I feel right, although I don’t dress in public right now I do at home, my boyfriend is very supportive and encourages me to express myself at whatever pace I wish, one day I hope to walk outside,feel the sun on my face as who I’m meant to be, one day…

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        Jessica Smith
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        I hope you get there soon

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      Angela
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      For me initially it was that I was aroused by wearing a bra and panties. That’s probably the reason I stopped and put Angela away for so long. I’ve recently come to realize I want to dress and feel like a woman. I don’t know yet if I want to be a woman but I want too continue my discovery. After so many years of not wearing a dress I want to rush out and buy everything. I want that old feeling of being a woman again. I’ll probably be saying this for a while. But I am so glad I found this place and you girls to talk too. Thank you, Angela.

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        I really love your response since I love how you love looking sexy. It is not only the clothing, but the way I move and express myself as I love being very affectionate, compassionate, and caring even as a guy.I love pretending how sexy I am as a woman whenever I order sexy lingerie off of amazon as it makes me feel very sexy.

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      Jessica Smith
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      So far it’s only panties but they make me feel

      feminine, sexy, and naughty all

      at once

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      Lee Ann Rakers
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      Do I have a specific reason? I don’t know yet. I know I like it. I enjoy wearing pantyhose. I really enjoy wearing a bra. I love wearing a dress. I love wearing heels.
      Do I feel a bit more fulfilled? Yes.
      Where is this all going to take me? I don’t have a clue.

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      Carolyn Jones
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      In my case,i have always known that I was different.From an early age feeling the need to dress up as a girl felt right. I love the clothes,shoes and make up.Dressing as a woman makes me happier in myself and denying it for a long time affected me.

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      Kathy Smith
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      At first I think I dressed because it was naughty and I was only 11 or 12 years of age. But even then it was the feeling. The feel of the nylon baby doll,  the stockings, bras and girdles they all felt wonderful. When I started weRing dresses with the lingerie I thought I died and went to heaven I loved the look and the feel of being feminine. I still do and only wish I could dress like that every day instead of only once in a while.

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    • #210085
      Gigi Mathews
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      It started as a fun thing to try with my wife Now we are completely in to the idea. She really loves to give me a makeover and I feel so wonderful when I am being Gigi. We have become so much closer and I am very comfortable talking about makeup,women’s clothing and accessories with her…….I am so lucky

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      Kasuttinggi Seksi
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      i love feel sexy and take photo of myself

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      Breianne Smith
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      For me, it’s been role play. My wife is my mistress, and has had me crossdressing for a while. At home she only allows me to wear a bra, panties, stockings and heels. This is no matter who comes over or to the door, and she’ll routinely have friends over. She does have me wear a blouse, skirt, wig and make up if we go out, or for some get togethers.

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        Bobbie1951
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        That is how i began also but my wife/Mistress was not really into crossdressing so when She retired from the lifestyle ( religious reasons) i was left to pursue further crossdressing on my own and deeply closeted.

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      Initially, it was for stress relief to escape the pressures of work, turbulent marriage, financial worries etc.  That was 20 years ago, nowadays life is a lot better and my current wife is fully supportive of my dressing so now I do it purely for fun.  I love the feel of female clothes, I love the feel of my shaven body particularly my legs and I love looking at myself dressed up.  Some aspects of it are arousing or stimulating in certain ways, particularly new outfits, but generally I just get on with my life around the house enjoying the feelings of sexy clothes and high heels.

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        Stef Smith
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        I totally get all if those reasons

        i also love the taboo factor and mixing femme and male together

         

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      For me crossdressing is a way of escape from the male live I have to live most of the time. Having another persona to take over while I take a break from the world around me.

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      Bettylou Cox
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      Short answer: Because I have to. Longer answer: Girl clothes are more comfortable,usually better-fitting and better looking. And they give me an emotional “boost” which is hard to define, but feels great. Can’t go full femme girly, but it’s fun to explore the boundaries.

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      Partly because it arouses me. Partly because I am naturally a tiny bit fruity and everyday I hide that fact by acting more manly. Dressing lets me balance  that I think.

      Ali

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      Amanda Dubois
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      For me, it’s stress relief, the contrast between boring drab male cloths.  Talking time on my feminine attire.  Applying make-up, the tight foundation garments. Moving from trousers to tight skirt, from flat’s to heels.  From hash, practical clothes to decorative, soft, more impractical attire. Moving from the male to female and realising the inner woman in me.

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      Roni Calin
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      I had 3 sisters growing  up wonder what I look like if I where a girl I try on there clothes  and liked trying to look like a girl

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      Paula F
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      Shortly after starting to dress, I found it made me feel good and sort of ‘correct’ to be a girl.  That was what drove me to collect and wear girls clothing (ie:  neighborhood clothesline bandit), and that’s also how I learned my sizes too.

       

      In my early teens I knew in my heart that I was supposed to be this way.  The times I tried to be a boy and flirt with girls just felt so wrong to me, and I really did try to resist the urges and did the usual purges we all have experienced, but it just coes back so much stronger to be who we need to be.

       

      Then I was discovered by a man.  That opened a very huge can of nervous.  He was a very good man actually, and helped to groom me to be a girl, act and dress like a girl, and he even let me dress at his home in secret so I could have a place to keep all my things.  I knew I was having an effect on him, but he was also having a huge one on me, and we finally become lovers.  He was the first person I ever kissed besides mom and my sis (purely non-sexual), and also the first person to make love to me.

       

      I have been attracted to men now since that first time.  Some have said I was gay, but gay is one male having sexual relations with another male.  I do not and really have never felt like a male person inside of my head, it’s just how my body turned out.  My dressing for a long, long time now has been for me, first and foremost, my men friends come second, and I try my hardest to NEVER let them see me any other way.

       

      Paula

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      Jenny Thigh High
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      for me, i enjoy/love/crave the admiration from men.  dressing for an appreciative man is the thrill of my life.  such a rush i can not even put it into words.

      it became very exciting and EMPOWERING to learn i could do things to a man and in ways that were traditionally reserved only for women.   being the woman, embracing the woman’s role, making myself look like a woman with such great enthusiasm!

      once i crossed that barrier a few years ago, i truly felt a new world in front of me.

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      Simone C
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      Hmmm, do we need a reason LOL?

      I read in this post about everyone across a whole spectrum from fetish to TG and everything in between.

      Personally I just feel right at times being a woman, the shape and feel of the clothes feels right and I am totally relaxed. I go out and really don’t think about whether I’m a man or woman at that point: I am what I am dressed as. Sometimes I want that to be as a man, others as a woman. Of course I am conscious that some people may be uncomfortable to encounter a CD (I pass but not totally) and take a little caution there.

      I enjoy I think the best of both worlds at times, I get the fun parts of being a man, and get to try out the other gender too. The dressing really made me appreciate the effort women put into their appearance, the make-up, clothes and so on. Who would have thought the hardest thing is to apply make-up so that it looks like you aren’t actually wearing any! Or that it really does make a difference how high your heels are, and where the hemline falls.

      Men joke about women and shoes, but men’s clothes normally work with black or brown so options drop. It’s only when I started to look at clothes and think “How would that look on me?” that the question of matching shoes, accessories, make-up dawned on me.

      How is it being out? Peaceful, I walk with a swing of the hips that comes naturally in a skirt. The jiggle in the bra feels right, and the click of the heels too.

      S

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      Brenda Warren
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      Years ago when I was a teenager an older girl cousin had left her panties out in the bathroom. They were a cute satiny, bikini type. For whatever reason I decided to try them on…instant arousal! I’ve been hooked since…love the feel and how I feel when wearing panties/lingerie…

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      CharleneQ
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      I do it because of the inner woman in me when I look at her in the mirror I see someone who has for years now trying to be free and once I start letting her have her I found myself to be a happier person this is not some fetish to get attention or role play its about the feeling I have in side for myself and finley getting to know and understand the women in me

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        Toni Kohls
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        Same here sweetheart. I find that it comes and goes but it’s always been there at some level. I also have just recently started to embrace my feminine side I love it.

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          Sarah Murphy
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          I started to dress as a teenager. I loved the way I felt. It also brought my fem side. I always wore nice sweaters, and skirt, stockings, panties, and  bra. I feel more like myself, when dressed up.

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      For sure Shannon. The clothes and the hair are so important. Without I am a complete box of anxiety. I am at peace with the world when i’m being a girl.

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      The clothes are the main attraction along with the feeling. Wearing pretty things keeps me happy and calm. The colors are so nice and plentiful. You have very few choices in the male world.

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      Michele Williams
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      I love being dressed as a woman, the way it feels, the clothes and i like the way i look. I started as a teen and i could not believe how great it felt to dress in girl clothes, so i continued and i still love it.

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      <p style=”text-align: left;”>I love the feel if panties bra and stockings. When I can dress it feels so comfortable and powerful. I have done some makeup and wig and I feel fantastic and so comfortable. It is a great feeling to be dressed even slightly and have a male fawn over me. Lastly it just feels right and peaceful. Just wish my SO would accept my femme side.</p>

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        Lucinda Hawkns
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        yes i agree with you wish my wife would be more under standing and excepting with my x dressing.  dressing up in female cloths is breath taking, priceless feeling. i dress up in female cloths like its a normal thing in life to dress up in female cloths that i should be wearing , but i have come to terms that i was born in the wrong body, female trapped in a a male body..   people do do not under stand that.  but woman can dress in male cloths and that;s ok with society!   what happened to the woman wearing female cloths and that;s all, skirts, dresses. woman now wear pants and shirt. back in the 6os and 70s woman were wearing dresses, skirts blouses, swim suits 1 piece or 2 piece . so why cant us guys that like to dress up pretty and let our fem side out?

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      Samantha Smith
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      It just kinda came naturally. One of those things you’d never know is odd until someone pointed out, ” Your weird. ”

      If I get to choose what I want to be when I come back, a FOX news woman lol.

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