Hi girls, my name is Lena and I’m new here at Crossdresser Heaven.

I would be interested to hear about anyone’s feedback or personal experience with going out for the first time while dressed as a girl.

Little background: I’ve cross dressed all my life but always very privately. Just this past year my life circumstances have changed in a way that gave me the freedom to pursue it more.

Well it came back in a huge way. I’m obsessed with it in a good way and  having so much fun with it now! I feel compelled to take it as far as I want it to go.

I tend to be naturally introverted and  just being on here is an enormous step for me. But I’ve made arrangements to get away labor day weekend when Lena will make her public debut.

I’m going to an area that is known as LGBTQ freindly (I felt that was necessary. I think I would have been terrified to just go to the mall or something). I think I have my look about as good as it’s going to get at this point in time. My feminine presentation is atrocious but that’s ok.

Im 100% positive this is a step I want to take, however, I’ve come to the realization that it wasn’t going to happen by itself and I needed to take action. I’m also 100% sure it could eventually become something I would regret never doing.

I feel more  excited than nervous. At this point I’m looking forward to my very first outing as a girl. What I want to know is if anyone has pointers about mannerisms or being in public in general while en femme. Also, what to do if I start to panic while walking out the door.

Thanks for taking the time to read my article and I’m looking for as many suggestions and as much help as you girls can possibly provide in assisting me with being able to handle my very first public appearance as a girl!

Sincerely, Lena

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    Johanez Johnston
    1 day ago

    I can totally relate Lena! My very first time “EnFemme” was for a Halloween Party back before Covid hit us all… I had a Girlfriend (yes, a girl who is a friend) do my hair and makeup, because I am still complete and total shyte at it… I went total 100% EnFemme with garter, stockings, ankle boots and bra… then the Gothic style dress and matching Bolero Jacket and of course the Hooded Cape. It was way more fun than I could have imagined, being a Victorian Vampress for the evening. Alot of the other party attendees even suggested I… Read more »

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