The beginning of Erin only started eight years ago, later in my life. I was 33 years old at the time. It all started with my ex-wife’s clothing, trying them on. This happened while she was at work. At first, my feelings were no, I shouldn’t, and it changed to yes. I remember ...
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We often think of dysphoria as hating our male bodies because we want to be women. I took my dog for a long walk this morning and did some deep self-reflection. The subject of dysphoria popped in my mind followed by a long chain of memories going very far back. I had secret desir...
I don’t know about you ladies, but this Coronavirus has put quite a damper on my April time. For me, she has always been a release, but she has also been a way to express myself out in public. That option has been taken away from me for months by this virus, and I miss it. ...
Baby, We’ve Come A Long Way by Amy Myers Back in about 1965 when I was just starting to experiment with the thrill of dressing up in women’s clothes, the world was a different place. We were isolated by our love of this pastime. Something inside us we can’t ex...
If you have followed my posts on CDH, you will have read about my inner war. It started when I was a teen. Living on the outside as a tough guy athlete and never showing emotions because that is a weakness just like all the other males in my family. On the inside, I was sensitive...
Are you Proud, Ashamed, or somewhere in between of being a Crossdresser? Some might find it an easy answer, but for most of us, I don’t think so. Like many aspects of this life, the truth is more muddled. It is for me, and it has evolved over time. Oh yes; for most of my life, ...
I attempted to communicate the feminine side of me to my first wife. I am sure my attempts were feeble and no doubt unlearned. How could I help her understand about me what I didn’t understand about myself, had no objective evidence to prove it, and was such an antithesis t...
In response to Vanessa Law’s forum query, “Where Are You Heading in 2020,” I answered as follows. 1) I will spend more time here at CDH. The time I regularly spend here has helped me be more at peace with my femme essence. So, growth in my inner woman would profit by “h...
I have no doubt that this will be a controversial article (and opinion) on Crossdresser Heaven. (I do so look forward to reading the comments.) The common wisdom in our community is that a crossdresser who is in a marriage or serious relationship with a genetic woman is best o...
My wish for the future, a Prayer for Hope, Peace and Acceptance These are a few of the thoughts I’ve had over a long time. They contain a little bit of my whimsy, but the wish within and the desire for all of you is true, particularly now for people of all race and colour. You ...
It all started when I was conceived. My mother had two older sons and this time she wanted a girl. My mother’s energy was surrounding me and forming my spirit while in her womb. Later in life, I will come to realize that this was one of the greatest gifts that I could receive. ...
This is my way of saying thanks and I wanted to make a small tribute to the wonderful friendships I’ve found both here and in the wider CD and TG community. A few of you might know me a little bit from my posts and articles here over the last year and half or so, but I’ll giv...
This article is inspired by a reply I wrote in a thread. I stopped having two personas years ago and now I’m just me. So when I say “we” I’m talking about how I was before. Most of us grew up with the notion that some ways of thinking and acting are solidl...
I spent my life from around 14 until 48 hiding my feminine side, worried that people would find out, and even running for cover if my doorbell went, until I ended up clinically depressed and needed to seek the help of a councilor before doing something I regretted. After the firs...
One of my favorite words in the English language – Freedom! This one word truly sums up my deepest core values all in two syllables. One of my favorite questions was asked by Mr Shakespeare, a name you may be familiar with. The question is famous, To Be? Or not to be? Whe...
Lexi’s Grows Up Never To Purge Again! (Halloween-The Final Chapter!)
Crossdresser Support and Advice 18 I had never been more convinced that I was finally giving up crossdressing for good. I was sure this was the only way forward. Even though my wife never asked me to stop, when I saw how upset it had made her, I was determined to never do that to her again. I told myself this was ...
I’ve been a cross dresser for really as long as I can remember. I’d have between 10-20 items at a time and have purged often, always careful not to get “caught”. I’ve been in a few long-term relationships (2+ years) and an 11-year marriage as well, never letting a singl...
My SO, who is more than a little disapproving of my crossdressing was going to be away for a couple of days. This gave me the opportunity to have the flat to myself, and I could spend the whole time dressed. I had the thought, “Why restrict dressing to in the flat?” N...
Cross Dressing Deep In A Closet. (Trying to find the light switch)
Crossdresser Support and Advice 66 Hi Girls, I’m Bree. I’ve been dressing for many years and through several relationships. In all my years I have not shared my fondness of my thrill for cross dressing with any of my SOs. I had remained in my closet until I discovered CDH. Now that particular feat of conce...
What am I becoming? What am I Now? I’ve struggled with this question in the past, and still do. It stemmed in part from a common expression put to me by a couple of my long time male friends, who know nothing about the existence of Amy, and a shared concern of all as to where w...
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