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Susan Scott replied to the topic "Accept yourself just as you are" – 3 months ago
Well said, beautiful sentiments!
Susan Scott replied to the topic Hello my name is Barbie in the forum Introductions & New Members 1 years ago
Yes ,
I have seen you through the years on different sites. Absolutely stunning . So sorry things have been so difficult for you and I hope you find refuge and a rebirth with this site. Many thoughtful and helpful gurls on this site.
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Hello,
My name is Susan Scott and I am writing this not only to tell my story, but also to get feedback from those that have similar experiences. I apologize for any grammatical errors as I do not have access
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Susan Scott replied to the topic Looks/Stature in the forum Crossdresser Heaven Polls 2 years ago
Let me add that I love going out, but I go to friendly destinations wether it be TG get together or just a few drinks at a LGBT bar or club. I don’t think you have to pass to enjoy getting out.
Susan Scott replied to the topic Looks/Stature in the forum Crossdresser Heaven Polls 2 years ago
I’m a big girl, not obese but just large frame . I feel like I can pass easily as far as mannerisms walk and face. But if I’m walking on the mall with a large # of gg girls , scale is the problem. I just stick out.
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Susan Scott replied to the topic Profile photo in the forum Get Help Using Crossdresser Heaven 2 years ago
Lol, Thanks Angela, yes it seems appropriate for my life as Susan .
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Susan Scott replied to the topic Profile photo in the forum Get Help Using Crossdresser Heaven 2 years ago
Thank You Jillian but it is upright in my Google photos where I upload from ??
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This has to be the hardest thing on earth for you. My eldest child came out to my wife and I about two years ago and has been transitioning since that time. I can only relate as an outsider. I hope that you can find a solution that can help you and allow the woman that you love to be in your life.
Leena, Thank You for your sentiments. It is very much appreciated. With all the craziness I still wouldn’t change who I am.
Thanks for sharing your story Susan. Although for many reasons I can’t come out publicly I “came out” to myself about 7 years ago. Lets say I don’t date women anymore. I hope you are happy and if not can make the changes to be so.
Thank You Alicia , Im glad that you are being yourself and happy !
Hello and thank you for sharing your story so glade you came back to your wife and kids, that would be a heart-breaking thing for wife and kids, and you would miss your wife and kids for sure. as long as you can dress up when you can and be free of male mode, that would be a nice thing. for me i dress up when our last adult child is not home, and wife will tell me i can do what i like to do. i seem to wear the female cloths as society calls them more then my wife does. wish i could go out to a place where other cross dressers meet and have a great time. but for me losing my wife and kids that would kill me .i have more female cloths and make up and nylons, panties, bra’s then wife does and even perfume. my wife knows but will not help with make up or see me or even talk about it. she has seen me getting dressed up and seen me dressed up but rather not see me. if you know what i mean. i try to talk to her about my desire to dress up but will not listen or understand my desire. but woman dress like men! so why can not men dress like woman? well thanks again for sharing. hope things will work out for you. Lucinda
In my case it is not a question of being gay or not…. but I have a strong desire to feel myself femenine and passive in the bed…
Now I know that I chose my wife because she had a strong masculine side ( she had short hair and lesbian vibres being heterosexual)
Both of us are going to individual therapy and she has to become more femenine to avoid a father mandate and I came out as a CD some months ago.
So in this moment she is demanding a male and I want to feel a female, it is a difficult situation but accepting that all of us are a complete orange I can say that our relation is much better but is not sure that we are going to be a couple so that we will see the future.
It is nor respectful not to satisfy the sexual desires of my wife as a woman and keep on being married to her
In conclusion for me as a CD to have sexual relations in femme is the climax of my feminity and as a femme I am 100% bisexual an to dig in our sexuality is a key point for our lifes an who is with us,
Lets see what happens…
Kisses and hugs
Sonia
Sonia , I understand this , as I have always had a very submissive sexuality. And despite the attraction , I do not find myself emotionally attracted to any man.
The same to me but probably we should break our barriers and to try sex with some men as CDs and let
s see what do we feel to finish the confusion.
But...as we know its difficult.
Kisses,
Sonia
Agree
Hugs Susan
I want so bad to get some therapy. I’m sure it won’t hurt, but I’m also afraid I would get the same advice as you. My kids are grown, but my grandkids are at an awfully vulnerable age. My wife would take my coming out much like yours if not worse.
Myself, I thought I could just be bi and play the field in secret. Now I feel like if I find the right partner, I will slide over to the gay side quickly. I will have to disappear if that happens.
Gwyn
Thanks for sharing Gwyneth, Thank have had some similar thoughts.
I don’t want to disappoint my kids. And grandkids. Sadly, the last person I worry about is my wife. I blame her (and other women) for me even thinking this. Maybe that’s not the best attitude.
Gwyn
Thank You Holly, I may take you up on that .
Ok how what is the topic ?
Ok I see your story mirrors mine Susan I have had 60 to 65 years to do and wonder about dressing fem.Being sexual is a not even a thought to me its all about dressing and being and acting fem. Right now that’s how it’s going . Getting dressed is and going out with other girls is paromont.