Like many of us, I have for to many years denied that I am actually a female but no longer as I now recently realized my dream and have become that woman after many years of denying her a place in my life.
Now living my life as a 24 x 7 woman, I have an opportunity to pick out what I am going to wear each day. Picking out one of the Baby Dolls I love to wear to bed feels so natural, as well as what wig and style to choose, how I will do my make-up for the day, and what wonderfully wicked female things I can get up to.
It is so liberating and exciting that I no longer need to hide my lingere, heels, wigs and clothes as they are very much a part of my every day lifestyle now.
I suppose in many ways I am making up for lost time, and if there is some way that I can help you girls, please let me know. I think that I have made every mistake possible, gone through every phase possible, and just about done everything that a girl has to do to reach this point.
I was asked the other day if I was more attracted to men now that I had moved into full time female mode?
Well no, I am not. I am very much a lesbian or at least a translesbian as my first love is with girls as they understand me better than any male will.
Men, darlings, do have their purposes and value but I do not need one around 24 x 7 telling me what to do. I don’t need a man trying to take charge. I have lived through too many years of that already and now Miss Harley is full control.
There is much for me to learn and explore so I am far from complete. Each day unflods and shows me how much more there is to understood about being a woman.
Womanhood is a journey, and a long way to go, but it is worthwhile as I am so comfortable being the girl of my dreams.
Have confidence in yourself as a woman, trust your gut feelings and follow your dreams, as you will never disappoint yourself. If I can help along the way please let me know.
Love,
Miss Harley
Thank you Harely. Reaching a point in our lives where we are able to see clearly just what it is we want to achieve is a magic moment in the journey.
Memories of the shame, the fear, the guilt and oh, those terribly expensive purges are what help to keep us on track with our goals.
Your smile proclaims the happiness we can all achieve if we desire it enough, no matter what form that happiness takes.
What a lovely inspirational story Harley. I’m sure many of us on here can relate to you and your feelings. Trans lesbian is a new term I’ve not heard before and it fits perfectly, that’s how I’ll describe myself from now on.
Thank you for taking the time to share your life with us. You truly are an inspiration.
Love and Hugs
Sally xxx
Miss Harley-so happy for you and hoping that I TOO can find that happiness by finding my way to my destined path! Thanks fo sharing his story!
Cyn
HARELY; WE LOVE YOU!!! To be a women 24/7 is magic LOVE YOU SIERRA
Congrats Harley! It took courage to truly allow yourself to be who your know you are deep inside your heart and soul! You are truly an inspiration.
~janie
Very Good Harely all we all can ask for is to be our true self. Hugs MJ
I love womens leather skirts I would love to buy a leather skirt I also like to wear pantyhose and high heeled boots what a sexy look that would be.
Thanks Harley for that nice story. There are Thousands of us out here that would love to be able to live openly the life of a Translesbian as You perfectly described us, but unfortunately there are again that same thousands of us that live in small towns, villages,etc that have to stay hidden behind the prison walls that society forces on us. WE still snatch those moments that We can truly be our True girly selves with the viciousness of the Violated souls which we have become. But thanks to CDH we can still share the smiles and tears and… Read more »
I am so proud of you, girl! I am almost there myself! Not quite as far along as you, but heading in that direction. Roxanne dresses in her nightgown every night, and stays in it in the morning. I love to wear dresses and skirts, my wig, and yes, even make-up! Now, if I only had a sweet partner to share my life it would all be perfect! But, I adore being Roxanne, and it makes me feel oh so wonderful!
Your Sweet, gentle Roxanne Lanyon
Harley sounds like you’re having a Wonderfull time.
I hope that I some day will have the courage to take the final step and come out to the world, coming out to my SO was very liberating and we go shopping girly stuff together, unfortunately with me in drab, but I hope some day I will have the guts to get out as a woman.