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Carmen Cruz replied to the topic What method(s) do you use to help enlarge your breasts? in the forum Crossdresser Heaven Polls 1 years ago
I’ve got all the colors of this one on Amazon.
The key is finding one with wide bands, strong material, and small enough cup size and fit to be nice and tight to hold all the skin up and towards center (after grabbing chest area/under arm area available fat and pushing/pulling for the right…[Read more]
Carmen Cruz replied to the topic What method(s) do you use to help enlarge your breasts? in the forum Crossdresser Heaven Polls 1 years ago
I’ll go with other.
I use a pushup bra to get the real cleavage effect. Works out well enough for me.
If you’ve seen my pics, and then if you ever see me without a shirt on, you’d think… no freak’n way lmao. I’m as flat chested as flat can get, and don’t have a layer of fat anywhere.
Carmen Cruz replied to the topic Your crossdressing clothing styles vs. your cis woman clothing styles??? in the forum General Chat "Life as it Goes On" 1 years ago
YESSSSSS, right? LOL!
Carmen Cruz replied to the topic How often do you dress how far to you present is SO ok with it in the forum Crossdresser Heaven Polls 1 years ago
I go full-on woman whenever I Carmen out… nearly 4 times maybe 5 times a week, sometimes multiple times in the same day.
There is one thing though that being a crossdresser spills over into man mode… it teaches you everything there is to know about how to present more “put together” even if it has nothing to do with “feminizing”.
Carmen Cruz replied to the topic Do you use blush/rouge as part of your daily makeup routine? in the forum Crossdresser Heaven Polls 1 years ago
Blush has such a positive effect on facial appeal for me (in Carmen mode), that I’d never go without. So much so that I’ve been putting on blush (in Andro mode) but in a neutral undetectable shade due to how “finished’ in appearance I feel/look. Makes someone look more attractive in my eye, even if it’s in a color nobody can see as “makeup”.…[Read more]
Carmen Cruz replied to the topic Your crossdressing clothing styles vs. your cis woman clothing styles??? in the forum General Chat "Life as it Goes On" 1 years ago
Sounds lovely!
I ask this question because it runs a little deeper than just a purely aesthetic sense. Like, I’m curious if we dress a certain way (as crossdressers) to hide masculinity, to blend-in. But would we choose the same style if we didn’t have to blend-in. If we didn’t have to hide certain traits. If we were just women to begin with.
Carmen Cruz started the topic Your crossdressing clothing styles vs. your cis woman clothing styles??? in the forum General Chat "Life as it Goes On" 1 years ago
I got to thinking, if I were a cis woman, would I dress differently than I do as a crossdresser.
For me, if I were a cis woman, I’d probably run around every day in skin tight micro dresses/skirts, heels, jewelry and call it good. LOL. So the style would be similar, but more risque if I were cis.
How about you?
Carmen Cruz replied to the topic What is your worst fear going out in public? in the forum Personal Crossdressing Stories 1 years ago
Since I started 3 years ago, I’ve gradually eased my entire world into my androgynous look. Long hair (excuse was it started due to Covid), a little bit of eyeliner (excuse was due to wanting to look better in my online presentations), and wearing skinny jeans (no excuse other than everybody already knows I’m into style, but has progressed…[Read more]
Carmen Cruz replied to the topic what was your first experience with pantyhose? in the forum Personal Crossdressing Stories 1 years ago
In high school, I went on a snow trip up to my girlfriends cabin with her family for the weekend. I went totally unprepared for the cold (nor experienced) and was freezing my ass off in jeans. My girlfriend said, here, put these on, it’ll help keep you warm, and handed me an extra pair of hose.
By golly, with the compression, it felt like my…[Read more]
Carmen Cruz replied to the topic wanting attention in the forum General Chat "Life as it Goes On" 1 years ago
Exactly!!!!
In my younger years of masculinity and trying to understand the world of women, I’d hear a woman say “I don’t doll up for men, I doll up for myself because it makes me feel good.” Back then, I never really knew what that meant… I figured, that’s BS, you do it for picking up on dudes.
Now, I know the meaning behind it. Yes, it…[Read more]
Carmen Cruz replied to the topic What is the most hurtful thing your Partner has said to you as a Cross Dresser? in the forum General Chat "Life as it Goes On" 1 years ago
Hi Christine, I appreciate your words and encouragement.
While it may seem I’m fraught with despair in regards to dating, my singleness is really a choice of what I want versus settling just to say I have one.
For the reasons you have listed, I have endless opportunities and potential partners who would gladly be in a full-on relationship with…[Read more]
Carmen Cruz replied to the topic Tomorrow may be the first time in the forum Stepping Out For The First Time 1 years ago
Good for you Freya. Looks like you were downtown near K Street Mall/Old Sac walkway. Good for you, and glad you had a great experience!
Carmen Cruz replied to the topic The Pink Fog is REAL!!! in the forum General Chat "Life as it Goes On" 1 years ago
Ah yes, the pink fog… it’s like she whispers sweet nothings in my ear 24/7, always there to warm my soul, guiding me through a new world of wonderment, curiosity, self care, self love, growth and human preservation. Thank you, pink fog, you’ll always have a piece of my heart.
Carmen Cruz replied to the topic wanting attention in the forum General Chat "Life as it Goes On" 1 years ago
I’ll preface this by saying I’m single.
But to answer your question, YES, but it’s not for a date. Attention, getting hit on, for me, is simply used as validation that perhaps I succeeded in my goal. I admit, it’s also fun getting compliments.
This is also an area I believe being born male has a huge advantage… I know exactly what most men…[Read more]
Carmen Cruz started the topic Part 1: Being MTF is an exercise of visual trickery, perception and fine detail. in the forum General Chat "Life as it Goes On" 1 years ago
Short of surgery and HRT, there are many things to think about when trying to feminize facial features and body types from male to female. While it may seem I just throw on makeup and do up my hair, put on girly clothes and head out the door, so much thought goes into exactly how all those things happen. There are specific things I do to hide my…[Read more]
Carmen Cruz replied to the topic Tomorrow may be the first time in the forum Stepping Out For The First Time 1 years ago
Hi Freya,
Get out there and enjoy! How exciting! Anywhere near the Bay Area is going to be more open to you, regardless of your presentation. Pretty diverse through there.
A few ideas, since it’s your first time, and just getting your feet wet (of course depends on comfort level).
1) Order from a drive-thru if you want to interact but don’t…[Read more]
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