Conflicting feelings about sexual identification and cross dressing

Summer Time Blues

JillianW August 24, 2021 Conflicting feelings about sexual identification and cross dressing 21

I love summer! The sun, the beach, golf, sailing, I even enjoy mowing my lawn. Planting my garden, watering and tending to it, the Black Eyed Susans taking over the front garden. Sunflowers growing tall and waving in the breeze. I love looking out my window into my backyard an...

Where Do I Go From Here?

Kathryn Lynn Peters May 22, 2021 Conflicting feelings about sexual identification and cross dressing 24

In my previous three articles Happy Surprises!, Halloween, The Night I Lost My Monster and What Drives Our Need To Be Out In Public? I addressed some happy and exciting events in my life. Until now. As I’ve written before, I came out to my wife on Halloween Night 2019. She took...

Letting things out

Laylaj April 23, 2021 Conflicting feelings about sexual identification and cross dressing 42

I want to thank you for your time. It’s tough figuring out where to start. Here’s a little about me. From a young age, I’ve always dressed in hiding, probably the same as a lot of us have done. When I got caught by my family they made it clear that what I was doing was wron...

I feel trapped

Raquel Botas April 19, 2021 Conflicting feelings about sexual identification and cross dressing 15

I feel trapped. I do not know how to tell my girlfriend that I don’t want to be with her anymore. I so badly do not want to hurt her, but the truth will make her feel very sad. Telling the truth will destroy someone I care about. We’ll be together 2 years. We live tog...

At a crossroads

Candy Heels November 5, 2020 Conflicting feelings about sexual identification and cross dressing 22

I am not sure what I really want to say here. I’m at a crossroads (no pun intended) in my life. Up until about two weeks ago, I hadn’t dressed in many months. I am not out in the world as Candy; she is someone I privately dress up as and for myself. So far, I have had a week ...

Finding Your Way

April (Pacific Princess) January 16, 2020 Conflicting feelings about sexual identification and cross dressing 33

I am sitting here, having a nice glass of wine, contemplating my future. I am a torn individual. OK with my male life, yet wanting more. I just feel more alive when I am April, yet I am so self conscious of my appearance. I know I do not pass and while I am OK going out part time...

Dating Girls as a Girl: What Is Different?

Lorie Peace August 6, 2019 Conflicting feelings about sexual identification and cross dressing 37

At an outdoor music event where I was in guy mode, flying solo, I noticed a couple consisting of a young man and lady walk on to the lawn and pause. The guy stops, puts his hands on his hips and looks around to assess the situation. The woman stops, watches the guy for a second, ...

The World That Was

Candice Foxx July 2, 2019 Conflicting feelings about sexual identification and cross dressing 16

There I was, 13 or maybe 14, I had the whole world figured out. I was going to be a soldier, marry a beautiful loving woman, and live happily ever after. Wait, maybe it was – I was going to be a beautiful soldier, marry a handsome loving man, and live happily ever after. ...