Conflicting feelings about sexual identification and cross dressing

Letting things out

Layla Jones April 23, 2021 Conflicting feelings about sexual identification and cross dressing 38

I want to thank you for your time. It’s tough figuring out where to start. Here’s a little about me. From a young age, I’ve always dressed in hiding, probably the same as a lot of us have done. When I got caught by my family they made it clear that what I was doing was wron...

I feel trapped

Raquel Botas April 19, 2021 Conflicting feelings about sexual identification and cross dressing 16

I feel trapped. I do not know how to tell my girlfriend that I don’t want to be with her anymore. I so badly do not want to hurt her, but the truth will make her feel very sad. Telling the truth will destroy someone I care about. We’ll be together 2 years. We live tog...

At a crossroads

Candy Heels November 5, 2020 Conflicting feelings about sexual identification and cross dressing 22

I am not sure what I really want to say here. I’m at a crossroads (no pun intended) in my life. Up until about two weeks ago, I hadn’t dressed in many months. I am not out in the world as Candy; she is someone I privately dress up as and for myself. So far, I have had a week ...

Finding Your Way

April (Pacific Princess) January 16, 2020 Conflicting feelings about sexual identification and cross dressing 31

I am sitting here, having a nice glass of wine, contemplating my future. I am a torn individual. OK with my male life, yet wanting more. I just feel more alive when I am April, yet I am so self conscious of my appearance. I know I do not pass and while I am OK going out part time...

Dating Girls as a Girl: What Is Different?

Lorie Peace August 6, 2019 Conflicting feelings about sexual identification and cross dressing 37

At an outdoor music event where I was in guy mode, flying solo, I noticed a couple consisting of a young man and lady walk on to the lawn and pause. The guy stops, puts his hands on his hips and looks around to assess the situation. The woman stops, watches the guy for a second, ...

The World That Was

Candice Foxx July 2, 2019 Conflicting feelings about sexual identification and cross dressing 16

There I was, 13 or maybe 14, I had the whole world figured out. I was going to be a soldier, marry a beautiful loving woman, and live happily ever after. Wait, maybe it was – I was going to be a beautiful soldier, marry a handsome loving man, and live happily ever after. ...