About that… This world is about more than me, something that I am reminded of daily. Trying to put me into perspective is hard, difficult to say the least and never easy at all. What, who, am I? Ask me again tomorrow and the answer will be different if not a complete reversal o...
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I’m one of those who likes word play or is it a play on words? The wonderful double meaning, secret message, or even the humorous slam that passes by most who read it. I know I double up as the Managing editor for the site but trust me when I say writing is my passion not corre...
On December 16, 2022, Brielle was officially, legally born. She’d been gestating for nearly 6 decades, but with a family court judge’s ruling, Brielle burst out onto the streets of Pittsburgh. How did these events set up? I suppose it all began in 1960. I have clear memories ...
Reflections, anticipation, doubt, hope and nearly every other feeling all seem to happen at once when the Christmas season arrives and the looming uncertainty that accompanies the new year approaches. I’ve shared some of the health issues within my family. My mother passed away...
We had to be alone. To hide it. For most of us we were children. Aloneness didn’t feel good. Neither did the anxiety or depression if you were genetically inclined. The guilt we felt after cross dressing wasn’t warranted. What we needed desperately at that time was to be LOVE...
I have recently gone through a big event in my life. Although not linked to my crossdressing, it will no doubt change me. We all have these moments. Sometimes they are big, often small. We see some coming and others hit us out of the blue – and they change us. I look back a...
After three years of hard work on our relationship, my wife and I seem to have reached a point of acceptance of my feminine self. It’s been a hard slog. I now have the space to find out what makes Helene tick, why she is so necessary in my life, and my lovely wife is encour...
Ah! the journey of life. One never truly undertakes it alone, do we? The eternal struggle and internal monologue of “Me, Myself, and I” accompanies us all throughout this brief journey. Have you ever found yourself lost in thoughts, pondering over unnecessary things, ...
If there is one question that is seriously prevalent to my being, it is this: “How do you know?” I’ve asked that question enough times to fill my car with silver dollars. If they made a crossdresser anthem, that would be its title. Although it isn’t just about crossdressi...
It was the best of clasps; it was the worst of clasps. Sorry couldn’t help it, I thought of the title on my way to work one day, more on that in a moment… To start, I have two necklaces that have become symbolic of Michelle. The first was given to me a very long time ago by m...
I was quite young when I noticed my sister’s underwear in the laundry basket; I was curious more than anything and didn’t really feel any need to explore further. Gradually, the idea of seeing what those strange items felt like took over. Eventually, I had no choice b...
They say the eyes are the windows to your soul. How far that can be taken as truth is yet to be seen but let me get through this, and it’s my hope you understand the complexity of that statement. If you look at the accompanying picture, what do you see? A person having a cup of...
There is quite a site, for CDs and the likes On this quaint site, it’s said to be true That we’re here for each other and say goodbye to the blues, The days of discovery have come and gone, new satin dresses. We await a new dawn. pronouns like she and her are preferred please...
Four years ago, I joined my first online transgender/crossdressing community, Crossdresser Heaven. Like so many others, taking that first step of joining an online space was fraught with indecision, fear, and anxiety. I asked myself: will I find others that I can really talk with...
If you are like me, a lifetime crossdresser and transgender male to female, you have asked yourself this question MANY times. Who am I really? Am I happier as a guy or as a girl? If the answer to the question is ‘a girl’, “when did this start?” For me that happened in m...
If there is an angel who hands out blessings to crossdressers, then I received many in my lifetime. But, it seemed to me that every blessing also came with a curse. I was one of the lucky girls who had a mother who would play dress up with me as a child. The curse that came with ...
Here’s the Thing… I don’t come with an on/off switch. How convenient would that be? To be able to shut off my feelings and close down my brain when I need to be me. Right… which me are we discussing again? That is always going to be the issue. I was standing next to one o...
What is a vanished twin? And why might it be important to understanding why you crossdress? “Are you, your female self, a vanished twin?” Many in our community needlessly suffer confusion, shame, guilt, and more for simply trying to live authentically within boundaries, expec...
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Susan Scott Conflicting feelings about sexual identification and cross dressing 16Hello, My name is Susan Scott and I am writing this not only to tell my story, but also to get feedback from those that have similar experiences. I apologize for any grammatical errors as I do not have access to any correction program prior to printing my story and my writing ski...
Merriam Webster’s definition: to be excited or emotionally stirred up with anger. Yep… that explains it. I never know when a thought will hit me that is worth pursuing for an article. I love the challenge of finding parallels in thoughts and assumptions. “Seeing Red�...
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