Hi everyone! It’s Sarah here. I am a 53 year old married MTF crossdresser who recently went out shopping en femme to the mall for the first time! I was very nervous, but once I went through with it the whole experience was exciting and liberating. My wife was away visiti...
Take me for example; if I would ever go to a crossdressers’ event, I would worry about not being able to fit in and feeling like an outcast. So, there’s a feeling that I would get shunned and ignored. That might not be true, but that is my fear and it’s this fear that I wan...
The untold story of Lily-Rose Hi, all lovely ladies at Crossdresser Heaven. I’ve only been a member for a short time. I’ve been learning so much about myself. I’ve never considered myself being transgender, until now, even though I’ve been transgender all my life. Now I...
Disclosure In the spring of 2017, I sent photos of myself to my daughter to make her aware of my life. It resulted in a trip to the UK for one week to stay with her and the last time she met me as a man. It was one of the toughest things I’ve had to do in my life. We both s...
Are you one of those people, like me, who hears voices in their head from time to time? The voices I hear speak the loudest whenever I try to expand myself in some way. Like when I wanted to learn how to paint seascapes in acrylic paints, the voice in my head started immediately ...
Believe it or not, I was caught by a policeman and taken to the Police Command Post trailer in handcuffs! He stopped me while I was out one winter evening enjoying a nice drive, while I might add being dressed quite lavishly in my thigh high heeled boots, pencil skirt, long black...
I’ve spent a lot of time on here today talking with people and reading stories, and I had the question asked of me: “When did I first know that I was like all of the other girls here”. I’ve thought about that a lot since, and it made me revisit my childhood and try to rem...
I am not sure what I really want to say here. I’m at a crossroads (no pun intended) in my life. Up until about two weeks ago, I hadn’t dressed in many months. I am not out in the world as Candy; she is someone I privately dress up as and for myself. So far, I have had a week ...
Looking back into my childhood, I remember standing in the playpen. In the early 1960’s many of us lived out our days in these little open top cages made of padded framework and mesh netting around the sides. Much like how bunnies or puppies are sold at the pet store. The playp...
What happened that inspired us to be Cross dressers? Why do we want to be feminine and pretty? Was it an early experience you had in life? Perhaps your role model was women? Or you grew up in a house with sisters? For me, I was an only boy who was in the house with my mother an...
As a kid, I was always fascinated about what women wore, including dresses and makeup. I was born in an Indian family that settled in Australia long ago. I have always been a straight guy until a moment changed everything. It was 3 years ago when I was at home with my then girlfr...
Meeting my current wife seven years ago gave me hope. I was divorced for a year at the time and was in the dumps—big time. Relationships didn’t last at all before I met her. It had been terrible, and I thought about giving up, throwing in the towel. Encouragement came wit...
I’ve been meaning to write an article for some time now. But the moment I try to write something, it just goes out of the window, and I’m left staring at the wall or a blank screen, trying to catch the proverbial train that just left the station. On the other hand, standi...
It’s been awhile since I’ve contributed an article. I think part of being the Managing Editor is letting others use their voice instead of taking up space. I also see the trends of the current and more active members. After nearly three years on CDH and two on T...
On Saturday August 1st, Tokyo Closet Ball had its first online streaming show, no live audience. The entire show can be viewed on YouTube. To promote the show, one of our performers asked everyone to answer a few questions, which he would then post on his blogsite. We also had th...
I don’t know about you ladies, but this Coronavirus has put quite a damper on my April time. For me, she has always been a release, but she has also been a way to express myself out in public. That option has been taken away from me for months by this virus, and I miss it. ...
Introduction This is something I wrote in the very early stages of my transition; at a stage where I was becoming increasingly focused on my life path up to that point. I realised that my life had followed a pattern, which had been going with the flow, regardless. I believe wha...
For as long as I can remember, I have been fascinated with certain women’s clothing. I think it really started in junior high school. A friend of mine would always dress in heels or boots, a tight-fitting leather jacket, sometimes leather pants or a skirt. I was already...
My five steps to overcoming a s*** storm, or adversity Arguably, the thing each of us wants more than everything else, at our deepest inner level, is to live our lifetime in happiness. To experience freedom of choice; enough abundance financially and in other areas, to cover all ...
What Are You? And you only have two seconds to reply. . . The day was sunny and warm as we walked hand in hand from the parking lot to the store entrance; the cat call was loud as the pickup approached from behind us, heyyyy howya dooooin ladies? – the voice echoed clear an...
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Shopping En femme for the First Time January 19, 2021 Hi everyone! It’s Sarah here. I am a 53 year old married MTF crossdresser who recently went out shopping en femme to the mall for the first time! I was very nervous, but once I went through with it the whole experience was exciting and liberating. My wife was away visiti...
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Committed to Transition January 17, 2021 It’s begins with self-love – a connection between heart and mind This is about my personal experiences, which have brought me to where I am today, happier with myself, my life, everything and everyone in it. Slightly more than four years ago my life begin to shift. In...
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Mourning for yourself January 16, 2021 The title may appear to make no sense at all when you first read it, but let me explain how we can find ourselves doing exactly just that in our present life Describing going through transition as emotional and traumatic, could sound a little like an understatement to many enteri...
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