I have no doubt that this will be a controversial article (and opinion) on Crossdresser Heaven.  (I do so look forward to reading the comments.)

The common wisdom in our community is that a crossdresser who is in a marriage or serious relationship with a genetic woman is best off finding a way to tell her the truth.

 “Honesty is the best policy.”

 “It’s only fair.”  “Somehow or other, you are going to eventually get caught anyway.”  “Even if she is not supportive, generally she will be tolerant as long as you ‘keep it private, even from me.’”

And I agree with that common wisdom, I do, but only as long as you have not already married the woman.

But I don’t agree that you should tell your wife. And the reason I don’t agree is just as controversial. It requires the reader to be honest with himself.  (I use the male pronoun here advisedly, because it is his male version that is endangered in the relationship.)

Here’s the most controversial part: that risk is to something we deny, sometimes even to ourselves, something that is nevertheless vitally important; it is the place of relative power in what I call Presumed Authority within various aspects of a relationship.

There are two reasons I feel this way about “telling your wife.”  The second reason derives from the first.

The second reason is anecdotal from many decades in this community: I’ve seen and read about so many, too many marriages devastated (immediately or eventually) by said revelation. Often, the pain accompanying that devastation is nearly unbearable.  Conversely, I know of many crossdressers, even crossdressers who are out and about in our community, who have successfully kept their secrets from their own families for decades. They might have been happier having been able to share their secret lives with those they love, but they decided that the risk was too high. They dealt with things as they felt they must.

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As for the first, the prime, reason: I think it comes out of an obvious truth about all human relationships, even loving marriages.

Underlying all human relationships is a social contract. Although it is a contract with terms that are always open to renegotiation, the terms of the contract usually remain stable for many years.  Partners understand the terms. Everybody abides by the rules. Relationships stay happy.

The sad, inevitable truth about that contract is the great importance of the clauses that have to do with relative power: for example, the complex clause in that contract called: Presumed Authority. (On this list of topics, my opinion carries more weight; on that list yours does.)

So, what happens when a crossdresser lets the genie out of the bottle?

First of all, of course, once released, you can never, ever get that genie back into that bottle.

And with the revelation, the crossdresser has irrevocably changed the contract rules and especially the rules about relative power. Principally, he has given his wife an immense power token that is immediately regretted at having been handed over, a power token of great value, even when unspoken.

Certainly, the marriage can be saved if the crossdresser simply and fully accepts the rewritten terms of the contract. Generally, that means ceding power and authority in the relationship to the genetic woman.

But that doesn’t happen. Try as he may, he just can’t do it. (Again, I use the male pronoun here advisedly.)  The crossdresser can’t accept the rewritten terms of the relationship. The crossdresser resents what he has lost.

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Inevitably, there comes a time when the wife uses or threatens to use her new power token. The crossdresser gets very angry. The relationship is mortally wounded.

From then on, it’s a painful downward spiral.

The reason the situation is different before marriage is obvious.  The revelation is already assimilated into the social contract before the marriage contract is made. 

In short, it’s not so much about the relationship itself; it’s about the consequences of the sudden, irrevocable change in the rules of the relationship.

In short, before or after marriage, don’t tell until you’ve thought long and hard, until you are sure you are being totally honest with yourself about your willingness to accept the new terms … forever.

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Currently sliding from senior citizen into elderly. Dressing for almost 60 years, but rarely in last dozen. Fairly famous TG author, usually under one of two pen names (Alan Barrie or Cheryl Ann "Cassie" Sanders.) Many books in Lee Brewster's classic publishing line, Mardi Gras Press. And a (used to be) bestseller on Amazon, A WOMAN'S PASSION. (Those sales have been eclipsed in recent years by all the $2.99 tg junk writing on Amazon; however, still sell a few copies a month.) Although always closeted to my family, I used to travel heavily for business, so had a lot of time to dress. Back in the day, could pass easily even in places like a White House tour or a hotel bar. Have been to a couple of the New England groups first events at Provincetown, but, again, not for a few years.

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Star Stalone
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Star Stalone (@str8cd)
26 days ago

I disagree about not telling your Wife, because like this Article Started you will end up getting caught as I did, which made for a much more difficult conversation trying to Explain that I’m a Straight Guy obviously with a CD Fetish that I have been doing for 20+yrs……Once I said that ouh boy, that opened a can of worms about “Are you Sleeping with Men, other Women, 3-somes ext…..so if I would have just told her long before she found a lot of my Clothes I believe I would have been able to Explain why and that I would… Read more »

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Charlene Victoria (@charlenev)
26 days ago

I read this article with much interest since I I have had both good and bad experience with coming out. My first wife of 38 years who didn’t know of my femme essence. I my self had no clear idea at that time that I actually had a femme essence prior to our marriage. She was obviously shocked when she caught me dressed the first time in the very early stages of our marriage. Many a year was lived under that shadow. Cutting to the chase ultimately my femme heart, though deeply closeted as far as dressing and yet very… Read more »

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Patricia Marie Allen (@triciaxd)
25 days ago

Hi, I understand your reasoning, but I’m not sure I agree with it. I wish I had told my fiancée, but I was somehow under the delusion that once I was married, my wife would provide all the feminine needed in my life and I’d leave it all behind. That lasted almost a year. So there I was, pre-internet days with no support group, no reference points navigating these murky waters without any kind of guidance. My marriage survived my wife catching me dressed in her clothes. BTW, not the best way for your wife to find out about this… Read more »

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Jane Don (@janedon)
21 days ago

Very good & Smart—Your relationship sounds very much like our was (wife died about a yr ago)–You are 100% right–the little things count–It’s not about Money–It’s about caring enough to listen & thinking (& acting) on what will make the Other person Happy–The more happyness you spread–the more that will come back to you-

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Jane Don (@janedon)
21 days ago

I’ve reread this a few times over–While there is a lot of truth to the negatives that “Could” happen–Hiding things from your loved one can & do cause major problems–& you could use the same arguments to Take a little blue pill (Secretly) so she is non the wiser you have a problem–She could have health issues & not enjoy sex (just do it out of duty) & never tell you- Hell–whoever takes care of the bills & savings “Could” blow all the money at the casino & keep it secret–none of this would be good over the long term–… Read more »

Delaney Chambers
Delaney Chambers (@chambersd)
14 days ago

I think this is a very well written piece and I agree with your perspective. Crossdressing has created problems in my relationship which inadvertently broke the relationship. My girlfriend and I lived together for quite some time and I eventually became close enough with her and comfortable enough with her to let her know that I enjoyed crossdressing. She took this quite well and even accepted it to a certain extent. We dabbled together and she even bought clothes for me. Ultimately though, I think she saw it as a kink. For me, it’s a product of identity.I didn’t explain… Read more »

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