For the most part of my life, I have lived with a feeling inside. I was not able to identify it at first, but I just somehow felt smaller then… I am not a particularly tall person, so, I am generally shorter than most folks I stand next to, but this was different. I often felt ...
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I’m going to start out by talking about how I started down this path of woman’s wear. At first, I was not like this, but was told later on that when I was between one to four years old my sister put me into a swimsuit or one of her old leotards that she’d outgro...
Okay, here’s the question I pose to all the girls here and everywhere: why do we do this? “This” being dressed as a woman and being in public. I know there are as many answers as there are CDers and TG girls. What precipitated this was a conversation I had with my wife last...
Natural, just is; no fad of thought required… Definition (existing in or formed by nature, as opposed to artificially created) We can decorate and adorn our bodies as much or as little as we like, much like a Christmas tree or décor in a room, and we don’t need justifica...
It’s been over five years since my wife died, and my world changed forever. The person who I was supposed to spend the rest of my life with went away, never to return. My wife knew all about me, the wanting to dress as a woman, and she accommodated me as much as she could, ...
Here’s a little story about my very first trip to a make-up store as a male. I slowly walked past the store I wanted to enter. It was a high-end makeup store full of people, so I kept going to the food court and had a coffee and relaxed for a little bit hoping the place would b...
To continue, 2018 began with me being in a state of limbo, so to speak. I was caught between dueling personalities. One existed solely because of the fear that my world would fall apart if anyone found out about the other. And that other one was giving me increasing amounts of...
In my two previous articles I wrote about my earliest recollections of my own feminine self-awareness. As is the vast majority of our collective experience, our feminine self-awareness is denied, suppressed, experimented with, etc. Some embrace their femme self early in life, oth...
The Need to Crossdress: Blessing or Curse? I titled this article the “Need”, which I think accurately describes this compulsion we all seem to share here. Although dressing ourselves up to one extent or another in women’s clothes brings us together, we all travel a differen...
When I started this writing journey of my feelings and experiences, I didn’t know how others would relate to it. It has gone great and given me confidence to continue writing, in hopes that others might be inspired. This time, I’m going to write about the way I change...
Okay, so the holiday festivities are completed, traffic is back to normal this time of year, and life resumes its natural busyness as we slide into 2020. Our jeep developed a power steering leak during the early part of December; I added fluid, and then added more and more over t...
The year of the Phoenix, 2018; it was the absolute worst year of my life, and yet, the most wondrous year of my life. The year rang in amongst a chaos of emotions throughout my life at that time. My egg cracked years before, and I was still trying to decipher the fallout while...
Give up the habit of being critical and make your life a much more enjoyable place to be. Give up the habit of being critical. When you do, you will learn to love yourself and others unconditionally. The greatest thing I have come to understand is that every one of us wants the s...
Finding Your Way
April (Pacific Princess) Conflicting feelings about sexual identification and cross dressing 33I am sitting here, having a nice glass of wine, contemplating my future. I am a torn individual. OK with my male life, yet wanting more. I just feel more alive when I am April, yet I am so self conscious of my appearance. I know I do not pass and while I am OK going out part time...
Living my dream has been great thus far. For a long time, I knew something wasn’t correct with me. Growing up was tough for me, and I finally found it when I was five, knew I was born in the wrong gender. I always wanted to be like my mom and two younger sisters. I couldn...
Excuse me in advance, but I so want to get this out. It’s funny actually; I’ve spent 40 years hiding and being ashamed of myself (I’m 50), and then after events during the last several months, I find myself wanting to just scream it from the roof tops. (Don’t get me wrong...
Hello ladies, This is the first time I’ve written an article for CDH, and I’d like to share my recent experience. It’s about something that may be, at first sight, simple to deal with, but for me and others of us, it might wake up fears and thoughts about the re...
It’s that time of year again where you cuddle up with that special someone, all cozy like. I love this time of year as much as I do swimsuit season. You can wear what makes you feel sexy and cover up with a silk robe or a fuzzy union suit. For me, I love to wear a silk nig...
I had always wondered what it would be like to try on every single clothing style in the store. Somehow I doubt I’m the only one of us that has felt this way. One day I had a few hours before meeting a friend for lunch, so I went to the Target department store. I was pres...
Dinner out for Amy! Having been to a few pub night dinners with the (Xpressions) group, which after just a few visits, I’d become very comfortable with, I got wondering about doing a bit more. The pub night venue had been carefully chosen a long time ago and remains the same pl...
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