Dear P, I’m sorry. I know I’ve been locked away, kept in the shadows of your heart and mind, hidden behind layers of what you thought was safe, acceptable, and even necessary. For so long, I’ve been the part of you that you couldn’t speak aloud, couldn’t let breathe. Bu...
What a week! After going on a ski trip with friends and badly injuring my leg (no high heels for the next two months 😱), I finally decided to come out to a select group of people outside my wife and this group. My first person to go to was my older brother. For some backgr...
Bdump, bdump, bdump!! You entered her life. Your SO became part of yours. Smitten, wooed and heralded, impressed and protected, you fulfilled her every dream. You became her knight in shining armour. You picked her up each time she’d fall, you gathered flowers constantly, you c...
There are many thousands of places that will greet a crossdresser or trans girl with a smile. We drive by them everyday, and most of the time we don’t give them a second thought. I myself have passed several places, wondering if I could feel comfortable stopping in, but did...
It was a cold and blustery night…isn’t that how most Halloween stories should start? But in my case it was true. There was no rain, but it was windy and very, very dark from the cloud cover. I have never been out as Janet. I’ve dreamed of it, I’ve thought a...
Halloween: 31 October 2024 This year, as in previous years, I had arranged to go to my daughter’s house to hand out candy while she, her husband and the kids went Trick-or-Treating. I recently moved to a rural town south-east of the city and moved in with my...
Continued from ‘Katie’s Adventure — New City, New People The next morning, my senses guided me from my room before my mind fully awakened. The rich aroma of coffee drifted through the hotel lobby, promising revival after my late night out and despite sleeping...
September 26, 1957: Leonard Bernstein’s play, ‘West Side Story’ is first performed in the United States. There is a song in the musical entitled, ‘Somewhere’. There are lyrics: “There’s a place for us, somewhere a place for us, peace and ...
Thursday morning arrived with golden sunlight streaming through my bedroom windows—a beautiful day that belied the butterflies in my stomach. I stood before my oversized suitcase, each carefully chosen outfit representing a different facet of the woman I hoped to become ...
(Where we can feel comfortable and safe.) I have often thought about what it would be like to walk into a Sephora salon and ask for a makeover. I have always marvelled at the stories of girls’ first makeovers. Scary at first, but mostly a very rewarding experience. I&...
That moment, the one where when that special someone, who mentioned they don’t have a problem with you when you’re in a nice dress and heels, comes over unexpectedly while in said dress and heels. They just kiss your lipstick right off without hesitation. You spend the whole ...
It was a women’s week full of new emotions, in which I had one of the best moments of my life. It will be a memory that will remain engraved as a tattoo in my soul. My first chance to share in the flesh with people like me, as I told to an awesome woman I met at the bar. I ...
I provide here for you a review of my early experiences that may be helpful to my sisters in this group. It has been several decades since I first ventured outdoors while dressed. In those days, I went by the name Jill, mostly due to the character Jill in Charlie’s Angels, ...
You’ve probably considered seeking psychological help. “I’m a man but I like feminine things. Why? Is this normal? Do I have to accept myself or “cure” this?” We tend to naturally like some things and dislike others. Environmental aspects can a...
I am tall, standing well over 6 feet. I have a mustache that I’ve had since my freshman year in college, and I’m very reluctant to shave it off, and probably never will. I also have big feet and have never found women’s shoes that fit comfortably or are even bearable. The q...
Since I have become me, I have also learned how to take better care of my body, mind, and spirit. I look good now, appearing 20 years younger, a slim, and attractive person. My skin is youthful, very soft and smooth all over, almost as soft as a baby’s skin. I owe it to the die...
This is my second attempt at writing this, but my first was consumed by technology – I think I must be a Luddite. It’s now been 6 plus years since I started to crossdress again. 6 years of exploring who I am and who I want to be. 6 years of finally figuring out that I am ...
They say the eyes are the windows to your soul. How far that can be taken as truth is yet to be seen but let me get through this, and it’s my hope you understand the complexity of that statement. If you look at the accompanying picture, what do you see? A person having a cup of...
Four years ago, I joined my first online transgender/crossdressing community, Crossdresser Heaven. Like so many others, taking that first step of joining an online space was fraught with indecision, fear, and anxiety. I asked myself: will I find others that I can really talk with...
We slowly become aware that it will come to the surface eventually. We know this now, right? Sometimes, we were aware in our earliest memories. Sometimes, in our adolescence or in early adulthood – those private thoughts and feelings that we push aside because we cannot pro...
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